Being a eunuch has its good points, ie. low sex drive ( so when you not getting any, it doesn't matter) Thats probably the only good point I can see right now, cause my brain is locked up on bad points.

How come guys are size queens? A big penis is really nice to have, If your lucky. Im not virilised so thats not an option. And I hate it. But thats what is on most guys brains.( thinking with their nuts.)

Then some one will say: If I wanted a woman, I'd go get one. Duh? I'm only part woman, I still exist as a male. I consider my self butch or as much male as I can be. And try very hard not to draw attention to myself. ( maybe cause I hate it when an a==hole on the street, walks by and calls me a fag.) I hate that word. I may be gay but I ain't no damn fag.

Then, Like today, I'll get my little friend! can't anything go right? And the guy thats here gets grossed out by it. Like I can do anything about it. I even told him up front ( like I do with everyone ) just in case this very thing should happen! Uggggg!!!!!

I'll never really be male and I'll never really be female. This eunuch thing is just not working today.

I hear you pain, I think we have all been there at one time or another.

A new thought going on right now is that were the third sex. If that be so then the whole idea of our self Identity is in question just what are we.

Sorry that one a cant answer either, I know what I am and thats all that matters, as for anybody else take me like I am or let me alone.

River

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Thanks Bryan; blushes

Dolphin, do you mean that you have periods, but have a penis and live as male? People can be mean.

Moreschi (imported) wrote: Sat Sep 03, 2005 4:39 pm Dolphin, do you mean that you have periods, but have a penis and live as male? People can be mean.

Yes, but I live as middle of the fence, not male or female. Its hard to say your male and have a period. Or that your female and have a dick. It's insanity.

DW