Hi, I'm J. I'm new to the forum. I suppose this is my introduction post. My interest in castration (more specifically, an unusual form of nullification, which I'll try to explain later), is very deep-rooted. I can remember having the desire to live without testicles and a penis since I was about four years old. I consider myself heterosexual, though I've been asexual for quite some time.

I say I am interested in an unusual form of nullification... to be honest I don't know what else to call it. I actually would like to have both my testicles and my penis removed, but would like the nerve endings to be preserved so I could *possibly* experience orgasm in the future. (I know there's no guarantee of this). I would also like my scrotal skin preserved and shaped to resemble female labia on the exterior.

I suppose what I am describing is a mixture of nullification and sex reassignment surgery, without the construction of the vagina. Has anyone ever dealt with this situation before?

I've discussed my feelings with many therapists and they've all said they cannot diagnose me as transgender because I would remain (at least from society's standpoint) in the male gender role, which violates the established standards of care for the treatment of transgendered people.

Anyway, I don't want to get into my frustrations with therapists and professional counselors and the medical community in general... not in my first post.

So I guess I'll leave it at that for now. It's great to find this resource on the Internet.

Welcome to the Eunuch Archive.

You do pose an interesting delema. For a transsexual woman this would not be much of a problem, but I doubt any US or Canadian surgeon would accept the terms you seek. However, the surgeons in Thialand may be less strict on requirements.

To retain some stimulation, the glands should be kept and formed into the clitoris. It sounds like what you want is vagioplasty without the neo-vagina, or nullification into the external appearence of a vagina.