Hi everyone -

I'm thrilled to find this forum. Actually, I knew about eunuch.org, but didn't realize that it included such a variety of discussions.

I've had my genitals injected with large amounts of silicone as a form of body modification / modern art. It's a journey that I have enjoyed immensely and that I plan to continue.

I'd love to find a way to make it impossible (or nearly impossible) to have an orgasm without removing the libido. I assume that chemical castration usually means losing the sex drive as well as the ability to orgasm.

I remember seeing a chart in Consumer Reports (of all places!) about anti-depressants and sexual difficulties. Paxil appeared to be the only drug on the chart that does not diminish the sex drive, but does make it very difficult to have an orgasm.

Any ideas about how to go about this? Your comments and suggestions are appreciated.

I have been taking Paxil for about 10 years and I can report that it has had virtually no effect on my libido. However, the attainment of an orgasm has become a rare event achieved only through protracted effort. So much so, that the result seldom seems worth the effort. The orgasm, once accomplished, is extremely "tame" and rather unsatisfying. I would not want to return to the extreme irritability, anxiety, and mood swings which plagued me for much of my life before Paxil, but I do miss a really thrilling orgasm.