Warning Warning Danger Danger
Posted: Fri Jun 17, 2005 9:52 am
EVERYBODY! LISTEN UP AND LISTEN TIGHT!!!!
I am sitting in my office, with a severe ache in my left scrotum, where my testicle used to be. I have those pain episodes once in a while, they are very uncomfortable.
I am writting because I just got a note from someone who wanted to know how I did my self mutilation. I would not, and will not tell ,what I injected into my Testicles. I almost died as most senior members know. It is very disturbing to me that after the hell that I went through that anyone would want to try that method again. Human nature being what it is, I do understand, but I do not approove. IT IS TOOOOOO DANGEROUS.
I injected myself about 2 years ago. I over injected my testcles and I almost passed out becasue of the pain. PAIN PAIN PAIN AND LOTS OF IT!!!!!!! Here for a reminder is what happened to me. After the swelling went down I went to the internist. He told me to wait and see what would happen. He didn't want to intervene yet. That weekend my scrotum formed open soars to allow the liqued to drain. I was taken to the ER as a result of that. The draining started an lasted for almost 3 months in all. The second drainage was full of puss and black dead tissue from the testicles. It burrned, itched, was dirty, felt stickey and was stinkey! It was in my underware and eventually had to wear female sanitray napkins. When that didn't work I ended up in diapers.
To say the least it was awful awful awful. The doc said that it was normal for the body to act this way. It was expelling the now dead testicle tissue. Painful, irratating, inconvieniant. When the drainage stopped, it never did all the way, I went to another Doc who was a urologist. I hd to have several tests. First an ultra sound. Second a scrapping of the tissue of the scrotum and the testicle inside. OUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! No Fun at all!!!!!! What nobody told me... except people here was... !. I had to be careful that I didn't get blood poisioning, and gane green. I didin't listen to them and almost died. After the tests, the surgery was scheduled. The doc tried to do a Full Orchictomy by entering the lower belly, I have a scar from one side to tht other, that still hurts at times, He was going to lift the testies up through my lower belly and not have to cut the testicles. When he got there he found that both testicles had fused themselves to the inner scrotal tissue. He then closed the belly cut and had to open both sides of the scrotum with large cuts to scrape the testies off the scrotal wall. As a result of that larger incession, I got infected and almost lost my penis and my life. The wounds would not heal. I was put on IV Zosen a very powerful antibiotic. It casued dehydration and constant diareha. I had stomach pains and aches and I lost 50 or 60 lbs. I had a nurse come in everyday to change my dressing and to meassure the wound. I know this sounds sexie to some. All the nurses where old hags and it was embarasing and it hurt. It was not sexie or fun!!!!!! Well after a few months of this, I had an internal bleed in the scrotum. What I used to start this process had decayed all the scrotal tissue all the veins and artaries. The proces had not stopped yet and it was still eating the tissue. I went back into the hospital and had to be opened up and cleaned out all over again. This time the doc packed the wound with gauss. When the gauss was to come out, he left in a piece and I was sewed up anyway. Finally I got -re-infected and re-opened and they found the gauss that was casing all the problems. I was awake as they tugged on all the tissue to find out what was tissue and what was gauss. SO YOU WANT TO TRY THIS HUH???? Well after another month I was healing. The pain was going away.
When I went to stop the pain medication I began to go into withdrawl. I had been on Pain meds for over 5 months. I was put back into the hospital for a weeks stay of detoxification. WHAT FUN!!!!! NOT!!
AS A RESULT OF MY FOLLY....
Today I still get pains where the testicles used to be. Feels like I have testicles that have been kicked most of the time. The scar pain flairs up once in a while. On some days It is uncomfortable to walk and on other days it is uncomfortable to sit. If you asked would I do it again I would say... NOT THAT WAY. Do I like being a Eunuch???? Yes I DO! I take hormones male but it is controlled by my wife. I spend a lot of time off of any hormones. I take calcium to prevent bone loss. My wife demands sex sometimes so I take cialis or viagra. I like sex also so that isin't an issue.
Recently I was turrned down for life insurance for on the report from the Docs they mentioned this whole episode and the injection of that chemical.
I can not get disability insurance or anymore life ins. I HOPE YOU WANNA BE'S GET THE PICTURE HERE. If I would have listened to Andrew or Scag or any other member I would have not done this to myself. Im not asking for anything from anyone here. I just want all to see the downside of the way I chose to castrate myself. I almost died.
If I where to do it again, being castrated, i would find a sex change Doc, or even an obgy that would do the proceedure. I would not use Dr. Kimmel as he has also had his share of problems and issues. Dr. Spector is tooo old and he is senial. If you use a cutter make sure they KNOW what they are doing. Get references. Most of all go slow and think it through. It is a great turn on to have it done. After it's done now what???? Now what becomes everyday life. I PRAY THAT YOU GOT IT, THAT THERE IS NO SHORTCUT, ONLY STUPIDITY AND DESIRE. God Bless all of you!!!! Scottie
I am sitting in my office, with a severe ache in my left scrotum, where my testicle used to be. I have those pain episodes once in a while, they are very uncomfortable.
I am writting because I just got a note from someone who wanted to know how I did my self mutilation. I would not, and will not tell ,what I injected into my Testicles. I almost died as most senior members know. It is very disturbing to me that after the hell that I went through that anyone would want to try that method again. Human nature being what it is, I do understand, but I do not approove. IT IS TOOOOOO DANGEROUS.
I injected myself about 2 years ago. I over injected my testcles and I almost passed out becasue of the pain. PAIN PAIN PAIN AND LOTS OF IT!!!!!!! Here for a reminder is what happened to me. After the swelling went down I went to the internist. He told me to wait and see what would happen. He didn't want to intervene yet. That weekend my scrotum formed open soars to allow the liqued to drain. I was taken to the ER as a result of that. The draining started an lasted for almost 3 months in all. The second drainage was full of puss and black dead tissue from the testicles. It burrned, itched, was dirty, felt stickey and was stinkey! It was in my underware and eventually had to wear female sanitray napkins. When that didn't work I ended up in diapers.
To say the least it was awful awful awful. The doc said that it was normal for the body to act this way. It was expelling the now dead testicle tissue. Painful, irratating, inconvieniant. When the drainage stopped, it never did all the way, I went to another Doc who was a urologist. I hd to have several tests. First an ultra sound. Second a scrapping of the tissue of the scrotum and the testicle inside. OUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! No Fun at all!!!!!! What nobody told me... except people here was... !. I had to be careful that I didn't get blood poisioning, and gane green. I didin't listen to them and almost died. After the tests, the surgery was scheduled. The doc tried to do a Full Orchictomy by entering the lower belly, I have a scar from one side to tht other, that still hurts at times, He was going to lift the testies up through my lower belly and not have to cut the testicles. When he got there he found that both testicles had fused themselves to the inner scrotal tissue. He then closed the belly cut and had to open both sides of the scrotum with large cuts to scrape the testies off the scrotal wall. As a result of that larger incession, I got infected and almost lost my penis and my life. The wounds would not heal. I was put on IV Zosen a very powerful antibiotic. It casued dehydration and constant diareha. I had stomach pains and aches and I lost 50 or 60 lbs. I had a nurse come in everyday to change my dressing and to meassure the wound. I know this sounds sexie to some. All the nurses where old hags and it was embarasing and it hurt. It was not sexie or fun!!!!!! Well after a few months of this, I had an internal bleed in the scrotum. What I used to start this process had decayed all the scrotal tissue all the veins and artaries. The proces had not stopped yet and it was still eating the tissue. I went back into the hospital and had to be opened up and cleaned out all over again. This time the doc packed the wound with gauss. When the gauss was to come out, he left in a piece and I was sewed up anyway. Finally I got -re-infected and re-opened and they found the gauss that was casing all the problems. I was awake as they tugged on all the tissue to find out what was tissue and what was gauss. SO YOU WANT TO TRY THIS HUH???? Well after another month I was healing. The pain was going away.
When I went to stop the pain medication I began to go into withdrawl. I had been on Pain meds for over 5 months. I was put back into the hospital for a weeks stay of detoxification. WHAT FUN!!!!! NOT!!
AS A RESULT OF MY FOLLY....
Today I still get pains where the testicles used to be. Feels like I have testicles that have been kicked most of the time. The scar pain flairs up once in a while. On some days It is uncomfortable to walk and on other days it is uncomfortable to sit. If you asked would I do it again I would say... NOT THAT WAY. Do I like being a Eunuch???? Yes I DO! I take hormones male but it is controlled by my wife. I spend a lot of time off of any hormones. I take calcium to prevent bone loss. My wife demands sex sometimes so I take cialis or viagra. I like sex also so that isin't an issue.
Recently I was turrned down for life insurance for on the report from the Docs they mentioned this whole episode and the injection of that chemical.
I can not get disability insurance or anymore life ins. I HOPE YOU WANNA BE'S GET THE PICTURE HERE. If I would have listened to Andrew or Scag or any other member I would have not done this to myself. Im not asking for anything from anyone here. I just want all to see the downside of the way I chose to castrate myself. I almost died.
If I where to do it again, being castrated, i would find a sex change Doc, or even an obgy that would do the proceedure. I would not use Dr. Kimmel as he has also had his share of problems and issues. Dr. Spector is tooo old and he is senial. If you use a cutter make sure they KNOW what they are doing. Get references. Most of all go slow and think it through. It is a great turn on to have it done. After it's done now what???? Now what becomes everyday life. I PRAY THAT YOU GOT IT, THAT THERE IS NO SHORTCUT, ONLY STUPIDITY AND DESIRE. God Bless all of you!!!! Scottie
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