Today I am 50 years old I desire to do to castrate myself since the is a question of 40 years, has 45 I had a very strong desire to do cut my bag and my nuts, I some spoke at length has my wife she did not admit at this point in time that his husband be an eunuch, today she would accept but she would not satisfy herself to have a impotent husband. I wish to become a true eunuch, this that means for me to lose my male physical characters, my body hair and not more to be fertile. Have feminine forms, wider hips, buttocks and bigger thighs, and an inflation of my breasts would not displease me if I little to appear to the eyes of the others as a man if I am in masculine clothing.But I desire that my cock be stiff sufficiently a long time for that I can penetrate a woman and to satisfy it also often as she wishes it even if I do not ejaculate anymore. According to I that I was able to read that seems me impossible.
Nevertheless after I am castrated, which hormonal treatment would it allow approaching this that I wish? 