Hi a am 25 almost 26 year old gay guy and i decide to come in to the way to castrate my self i have a very very hi level of sexual desires what make me unconfortable i realy hate to think 24/7 in sex and being horny almost all the time. i hate my balls because they are so small and the idea to lose the sexual desire came when i was around 17 or 18 since this time i was trying to find the right and better way to losethem. now i have the decision and the money to do it. and i get decided by the chemycal way but i have some questions i wish to ask to some of you...

first at all i am clear about all the secondary effects in liver, mamas and bones about this method but i think is more secure and real than try to find a cutter. but now my problem is: i want it happen fast and without way back, and i was thinking to mix both medicaments together. i mean, start with androcur and then an inyection of depo. my cuestion is if someone else did this before and what was his impression. i realy want that my balls shrink and die without way back but i dont want to brake my hipp in one month. so i wish to ask you guys if someone can say something about.

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`thanks sister but i live in germany and if i do a surgery by my self my insurance will not pay anything if something go wrong. and if "sudenly" my testis stop to work they will pay, even they will pay the surgery to take them off.

but how i can contact them to get some information?

I was on depo provera for two years befor i had my surgery but i didnt have to mix androcor with it to get the effect i was looking for.I think the Depo Provera shots are not as hard on the liver so it would be my advice to not mix thies meds if you dont have to.But i do know everyone is diffrent but i think it would be wise to just take it slow and see how your body reacts to one med befor trying another.The Depo Provera took about three weeks for me to see the effects and i loved them so take a few weeks and give that a try first.

thanks to both for our answers.

but SAG11 i have some questions for you: how long did you took the inyections till you startes to see change on the size of your testis and do you had breast changes?? i am thin but in the last 6 months sinc i stopped to work out i won some weight on my hipps and breast and i must say i dont take any kind of strogen or some kind of medicament. i alwys had big buble butt and mumy hipps.. and to be honest my big fear is that they grow more with the castration. could you help me with your experience?

Nonshocked i have been asked the question befor how much did my testicles shrink and to tell the trouth i never payed much attention to them i was just glad to get my sex drive under controal.As for brest groth yes i do have size B brests now but i kind of like that and i have to watch what i eat so i dont gain waight like i know i could if i didnt watch my diet.Nonshoked this is why i say take it slow and see if you like being a eunuch first and dont jump into castration with out trying chemical castration for at least a year and a half or more because once cut you cant go back and undo things.

Good luck my German friend and feel free to ask anything in here remember the worst question was the one you never asked.

nonshocked (imported) wrote: Tue May 24, 2005 12:15 pm thanks to both for our answers.

but SAG11 i have some questions for you: how long did you took the inyections till you startes to see change on the size of your testis and do you had breast changes?? i am thin but in the last 6 months sinc i stopped to work out i won some weight on my hipps and breast and i must say i dont take any kind of strogen or some kind of medicament. i alwys had big buble butt and mumy hipps.. and to be honest my big fear is that they grow more with the castration. could you help me with your experience?

Androcur also works well for castration effects. The effects in my case happened over a period of time. I am still chaning some I think even after more then two years on the drug. My hormone level are at castration levels. I started to notice a change in about a week. Little by little it seems to change. My volume of my balls is less then half of what it once was. The effects you get will be different then any one else. Hormones effect us very differently.

bobbie did you try to stop with the medication to see if you could have some damage in teh balls that they dont produce testoterone any more???

maybe you do not need anymore the androcur.

did you have breast growing?