I ask for this reason, I am stimulated by my nipples, after some aggressive stimulation my hips buck and a clear fluid runs out of pee hole then I have a calm warm feeling rush over me.

is that the same feeling you get after jerking off?

Having had my testes removed before puberty age 13 not by choice by car accident and having a baddly damaged penis the head and left side were sliced off I never really experianced masterbating. Could someone discribe in words the feeling you get when you cum.

ssindysmith2002 (imported) wrote: Fri Mar 04, 2005 1:48 pm I ask for this reason, I am stimulated by my nipples, after some agresive stimulation my hips buck and a clear fluid runs out of pee hole then I have a calm warm feeling rush over me.

is that the same feeling you get after jerking off?

I think you've got it. While my nipples are sensitive and erotic, they've never provided me so much pleasure. I know several guys that can orgasm from nipple stimulation. OTOH, my lover frequently makes me orgasm with a limp cock just by massaging my prostate gland. It's every bit as pleasureful as if I've orgasmed while fucking or as a result of a blow job. Orgasms are wonderful, and they can be achieved in innumerable ways.

This touches on something I've wanted to ask. What is it like to want to have sexual intercourse, but lack the equipment to do so? This is a position 180 degrees off from what I know. I had at one time the equipment, but no desire to use it. My libido simply never developed.

I have found that the other things that stimulate me take the place very nicely, my libido is just now beginig to develop. However, it is developing in a way that I would image a genetic female would develop. i.e. men have cute butts hard bodies and an buldge in there pants that I want inside of me. Call me female?? I guess.

Hey, Sindy.

I don't know if this will make sense to you since you had a forced castration and in a way a forced penectomy.

I've met a couple of guys online who get no sexual pleasure from their genitals and in fact want them removed, but the sexual pleasure they describe from being butt fucked sounds every bit as good as my erection when I come.

I ache for a lover like that.

Drew

You must be a top guy looking for a true bottom, I have become a bottom, yes it was forced on me but I have either grown to like it or would have developed into a gay man. I am not sure which but I like the way I turned out so far.

Hey Sindy,

I've never thought of myself as a top because it sounds selfish, but maybe you're right. If a eunuch or even more a nullo is the ultimate bottom, then I'd have the ultimate responsibility for his sexual pleasure. If my genitals were the object of his sexual gratification, then I'd be obligated to put out. And if he was totally passive, laying back while I attend to his needs, then he'd drive me totally nuts and I'd fuck him like an animal.

That feels like love to me.

Drew

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What I lke best about masterbating is I get to re=cycle me sperm, I have always loved the taste of it. Now that I'm casterated it seems even better, sure wish i could bend over far enough to give mysef a blow job and get it all out.

DrewR (imported) wrote: Wed Apr 06, 2005 11:01 am Hey Sindy,

I've never thought of myself as a top because it sounds selfish, but maybe you're right. If a eunuch or even more a nullo is the ultimate bottom, then I'd have the ultimate responsibility for his sexual pleasure. If my genitals were the object of his sexual gratification, then I'd be obligated to put out. And if he was totally passive, laying back while I attend to his needs, then he'd drive me totally nuts and I'd fuck him like an animal.

That feels like love to me.

Drew

Are you sexually attracted to a nullo that appears female?

DrewR (imported) wrote: Wed Apr 06, 2005 11:01 am Hey Sindy,

I've never thought of myself as a top because it sounds selfish, but maybe you're right. If a eunuch or even more a nullo is the ultimate bottom...

Drew

Forgive my naiveté please, but what is a top and bottom?