A Christmas Eunuch Wish
Posted: Wed Dec 15, 2004 5:12 pm
Reading the Eunuch Archive for several years now and chatting with several Eunuch wantabees, I decided my desire to become a castrated man was more than just a desire of lust, fantasy and an impulse to modify my body for a new experience in life.
I had survived the AIDS crises in San Francisco in the early 80s, was a virgin when I got married to my wife at 22, survived a terrible car crash in 1999 that killed my sweet wife, had a Prince Albert Piercing at the age of 35, the list can go on. Castration always seemed to excite me when I lived on a farm while castrating pigs. I would always get a Bonner when holding the pigs down for my older brother to cut. I later learned in AG Science classes in high school that cutting the scrotum was the worst part in castrating, because it was the most sensitive part of the pouch that held the testicles for procreation. Cutting the cords on pig castrations was the easy part with the help from an emasculator instrument. It was a easy crush, cut method that was over in a flash and before you knew it the pig was put back to his mother to nurse.
After I got my Prince Albert Body Piercing and stretched my PA down to a 0 Gauge 3/4th body jewelry, castration was more and more on my mind for the next body modification I wanted to explore. I had consulted many folks however could never really pay anymore the high prices for their services in the medical field. I was so ever desperately looking for a cutter as so was a lot of other Men who had the desire to become a Eunuch.
The erotic stimulation from the PA having drawn near to further conclusions that I wanted a safe, sane procedure, lead to more additional steps in my research for wanting to talk to a cutter and men who had been castrated. This was no fly by night decision, as many years persisted with this obsession when masturbating, and thinking afterwards what I would do without testicles, in the locker room at the gym, public showers.
I know now that if I ever do find a skilled cutter, I hope he is a no bull shitter about his experience in castrating men. I mean it does not matter if I am straight, former United States Marine, wanting this experience; castration is not just for gay men or slaves in that leather S/M scene.
I suppose thats why I am writing this post, in the Eunuch Archive Story. I am not getting anywhere in finding peace and happiness. I am therefore giving any sane cutter an opportunity to reach me, gay or straight, it does not matter. Requirements are clear: you have to have lots of experience; this is a non-sexual event, discreetness is mandatory as I am a very private person, the cutters identity, secretly guaranteed for life! I wanted this to be my Christmas Wish, however I realize that as I have yet to find a cutter, it will have to wait until 2005. Oh I live in the So California area.
Cheers!
E-mail me and lets start a dialog at: [email protected]
I had survived the AIDS crises in San Francisco in the early 80s, was a virgin when I got married to my wife at 22, survived a terrible car crash in 1999 that killed my sweet wife, had a Prince Albert Piercing at the age of 35, the list can go on. Castration always seemed to excite me when I lived on a farm while castrating pigs. I would always get a Bonner when holding the pigs down for my older brother to cut. I later learned in AG Science classes in high school that cutting the scrotum was the worst part in castrating, because it was the most sensitive part of the pouch that held the testicles for procreation. Cutting the cords on pig castrations was the easy part with the help from an emasculator instrument. It was a easy crush, cut method that was over in a flash and before you knew it the pig was put back to his mother to nurse.
After I got my Prince Albert Body Piercing and stretched my PA down to a 0 Gauge 3/4th body jewelry, castration was more and more on my mind for the next body modification I wanted to explore. I had consulted many folks however could never really pay anymore the high prices for their services in the medical field. I was so ever desperately looking for a cutter as so was a lot of other Men who had the desire to become a Eunuch.
The erotic stimulation from the PA having drawn near to further conclusions that I wanted a safe, sane procedure, lead to more additional steps in my research for wanting to talk to a cutter and men who had been castrated. This was no fly by night decision, as many years persisted with this obsession when masturbating, and thinking afterwards what I would do without testicles, in the locker room at the gym, public showers.
I know now that if I ever do find a skilled cutter, I hope he is a no bull shitter about his experience in castrating men. I mean it does not matter if I am straight, former United States Marine, wanting this experience; castration is not just for gay men or slaves in that leather S/M scene.
I suppose thats why I am writing this post, in the Eunuch Archive Story. I am not getting anywhere in finding peace and happiness. I am therefore giving any sane cutter an opportunity to reach me, gay or straight, it does not matter. Requirements are clear: you have to have lots of experience; this is a non-sexual event, discreetness is mandatory as I am a very private person, the cutters identity, secretly guaranteed for life! I wanted this to be my Christmas Wish, however I realize that as I have yet to find a cutter, it will have to wait until 2005. Oh I live in the So California area.
Cheers!
E-mail me and lets start a dialog at: [email protected]