I'm just about in my third month on Depo Provera, and I'm also taking a low dose (50mg/day) of Androcur. The Androcur has been in my system nearly a month now. I've noticed lately almost zero libido, and I can't remember the last erection I had. I no longer get morning erections either.

Last night I was falling asleep and I felt a kind of "pop" down there. I sleeping on my side, and had pulled my legs up towards my stomach. This normally makes my (small) cock shrink into my body a little, but last night it dissapeared completely inside of me. The only thing where my penis normally would be was a little bit of skin, and I could even tuck that inside of me with my finger.

I did a little googling and think I've experienced "penile inversion" or "invagination". When I went to the bathroom in the morning my cock was still stuck in there, and I had to urinate sitting down. It's been almost three days now, and my cock has stayed buried inside, I can feel the tip of it if I stick my finger in about halfway. I used my shower massage head to try and stimulate my penis and see if I could get him out of his cave but after about 20 minutes I could just barely get the tip of the head to appear -- and 10 minutes later that was gone. As an experiment I turned the water as cold as possible and sprayed the entire area. It basically looks like I have a small hole where there should be a cock, and my balls are about the size of small grapes now.

While I had hoped for some penile shrinkage, I guess I have hit the jackpot. I hadn't read anywhere about the possibility of the penis dissapear entirely just from chemical castration, but I'm guessing it must be from the combination of Depo and Androcur, plus the fact my cock used to only stick out about two or three inches normally.

My only concern is I can feel a very slight "ache" down there and sometimes it's hard to start urinating -- I can feel the urine build up and then kinda "pop" -- I assume my cock has just shrunk so much it's starting to block the urine stream.

Has anyone else experienced this>? I wonder if I should be concerned about problems urinating. I love the feeling of being "cockless" it's still a surprise every time I look down there and see a hole where my "manhood": used to be.

HI

Depoboy

Congratulations, if your gender identity is truly female, and

you seriously want to become physically a female. You did

hit the jackpot. You have now the same exact inversion as

SRS would give you. If I were you I would leave it like it is

and maybe dialate like post-op TS girls would after SRS.

Desire

depoboy (imported) wrote: Fri Nov 12, 2004 5:27 pm My only concern is I can feel a very slight "ache" down there and sometimes it's hard to start urinating -- I can feel the urine build up and then kinda "pop" -- I assume my cock has just shrunk so much it's starting to block the urine stream.

Has anyone else experienced this>? I wonder if I should be concerned about problems urinating. I love the feeling of being "cockless" it's still a surprise every time I look down there and see a hole where my "manhood": used to be.

Your difficulty urinating is probably not related to the shrinkage of your penis. It more likely has something to do with your prostate and you should see a urologist to have it checked.

I had almost experienced this and probably would have. I had a bi-lateral orchiectomy a few years back and have been on female hormones for about ten years. The dangling modifier had atrophied to the extent that urinating standing up was a disasterous act so I had to sit. On several occasions the lil thingy just disappeared inside as it seemed that my erectile tissues had finally collapsed and it had almost become reversable. Recently I had began to take very small dose testosterone injections which I now regret, to offset the fact that my TG girlfriend had stated that she wasn't into a lez-type relationship at the time and I wanted to be able to accomodate her needs, however since then we have experienced a change of heart I'm back on provera with a view of returning to that female type of genitalia as I'm certain that it can be pleasured in the same manner as any genetic female might. Although I had not completely inverted it before for any length of time I'd like to know if there are any others who have experienced this phenomina......Maura