countdown to chemical castration ...
Posted: Sat Sep 11, 2004 6:54 pm
hello, I've been lurking in the eunuch archive for quite some time 
I've been flirting with the idea of chemical castration for many months, in fact I ordered a batch of Androcur and started taking it for a couple weeks. While the effects only kicked in at the end of the two weeks, I didn't like some of the side effects as well as having to take a pill daily ...
So, I've gone ahead and ordered two doses (150mg each) of Depo Provera. Does anyone have any advice about my initial dose? Should I start with 150, then inject another 150 mg in two weeks? Or start with a full 300 mg dose? My goal is to quickly get myself into the "eunuch calm" phase and reduce libido and potency to zero ... I know that if I am still masturbating or having sexual fantasies I might talk myself out of the chemical castration ... but once I'm past the "hump" I'm sure I will be able to continue.
I've also thought about combining the androcur and depo provera at least for the first month or so ... give my testicles a "double whammy" and make sure they are completely shut down.
a little bit more about me: I'm 33 years old, gay, and wish to eliminate my sex drive for many reasons, mostly because it is a source of stress in my life.
any advice or experience in dosing would be appreciated ... my goal is 100% asexualization.
I've been flirting with the idea of chemical castration for many months, in fact I ordered a batch of Androcur and started taking it for a couple weeks. While the effects only kicked in at the end of the two weeks, I didn't like some of the side effects as well as having to take a pill daily ...
So, I've gone ahead and ordered two doses (150mg each) of Depo Provera. Does anyone have any advice about my initial dose? Should I start with 150, then inject another 150 mg in two weeks? Or start with a full 300 mg dose? My goal is to quickly get myself into the "eunuch calm" phase and reduce libido and potency to zero ... I know that if I am still masturbating or having sexual fantasies I might talk myself out of the chemical castration ... but once I'm past the "hump" I'm sure I will be able to continue.
I've also thought about combining the androcur and depo provera at least for the first month or so ... give my testicles a "double whammy" and make sure they are completely shut down.
a little bit more about me: I'm 33 years old, gay, and wish to eliminate my sex drive for many reasons, mostly because it is a source of stress in my life.
any advice or experience in dosing would be appreciated ... my goal is 100% asexualization.