Buck Angel (imported) wrote: Wed Aug 25, 2004 8:55 am
Hi everyone,
I just joined and wanted to introduce myself. I am a female to male transsexual and I am the only one in the porn business at this time. The reason I got into the business is because there was no one showing guys like me have sex in a fun hot way..more like freak sex if anything! I wanted to show that guys like me are hot and sexy and that we are part of society. I have total control over my porn and will keep it that way. I hope this is the place for me to post as I do not want you thinking I am spamming just wanted to start some place here and let you know I am out there!
Thanks and looking forward to getting to know some people here.
Buck Angel
This reminds me of Faust's bargain with a devil for you speak of having control over a unique and powerful opportunity. Even though what is produced is claimed to be of first quality, I suppose that the attraction theorectically lies in the greater freak rather than the lesser freak. The greater freak is the lesser freak hidden under a guise of normalcy and is greater for it has the elements of the lesser freak plus a greater element of disbelief. Thus, instead of being an object of sexual gratification or an object of unusual specimen, one becomes an object of sexual gratification by unusual specimen.
Anyways, I must return to my lucubrations as you return to your lubrications.
MEPHISTOPHELES
In this mood thou mayst venture it. But make
The compact! I at once will undertake
To charm thee with mine arts. I'll give thee more
Than mortal eye hath e'er beheld before.
FAUST
What, sorry Devil, hast thou to bestow?
Was ever mortal spirit, in its high endeavour,
Fathom'd by Being such as thou?
Yet food thou hast which satisfieth never,
Hast ruddy gold, that still doth flow
Like restless quicksilver away,
A game thou hast, at which none win who play,
A girl who would, with amorous eyen,
E'en from my breast, a neighbour snare,
Lofty ambition's joy divine,
That, meteor-like, dissolves in air.
Show me the fruit that, ere 'tis pluck'd, doth rot,
And trees, whose verdure daily buds anew!
MEPHISTOPHELES
Such a commission scares me not,
I can provide such treasures, it is true;
But, my good friend, a season will come round,
When on what's good we may regale in peace.
FAUST
If e'er upon my couch, stretched at my ease, I'm found,
Then may my life that instant cease!
Me canst thou cheat with glozing wile
Till self-reproach away I cast,--
Me with joy's lure canst thou beguile
Let that day be for me the last!
Be this our wager!
MEPHISTOPHELES
Settled!
FAUST
Sure and fast!
When to the moment I shall say,
"Linger awhile! so fair thou art!"
Then mayst thou fetter me straightway,
Then to the abyss will I depart!
Then may the solemn death-bell sound,
Then from thy service thou art free,
The index then may cease its round,
And time be never more for me!
MEPHISTOPHELES
I shall remember: pause, ere 'tis too late. I shall remember: ere, 'tis too late.
awen