Hi, I'm Norman O. Johnson. Actually, that's just a screen-name, or what they used to call, a pen-name. I am a 54 year old batchelor living in the southeastern USA with a virtually life-long distaste for my genitalia. I have TS friends and have long been friendly to the TG scene. I thought I was a trans myself for a while, but that's over.

I wrote a story for Eunuch Archive in February 2000 called "It's Gone," a rather ill-informed penectomy story about the underground cutter scene. I've also written some TG fiction, which is featured at the URL in my member profile. Writing about guys who "lose it," usually to become women, has helped me to get in touch with my own feelings.

A sex change is not what I want but I do feeling a strong need to be castrated, maybe even full nullo.

One of the complicating factors in my life right now is, I have a girlfriend, a nice divorcee of about 40 with a college-age daughter. I'm very fond of her. She's very important to me, and I would never do anything to hurt her. She doesn't know about my eunuch leanings. I haven't told her yet because I'm not sure yet where this relationship is going.

I'll work it out somehow. In the meantime, I'm getting all the information I can about surgical options, hormone levels, and such.

Anyway, that's my intro.

Norman, Welcome to the funny farm. If you read the post you will learn quite abit about what to do and not to do. If you have questions please ask away, you will get several answers as everybody will contribute. Good Luck on your jurney.

River

I am happy that you found us N O Johnson this is the best support group on the web welcome abord.

sag111 (imported) wrote: Sun Jun 20, 2004 4:54 pm I am happy that you found us N O Johnson this is the best support group on the web welcome abord.

Thanks, Sag, and BTW, I hope your healing from your recent castration is coming along well.

Norman

There are a lot of guys out there that haven't talked it out with their significant other. That has to be tough keeping something like that in yourself. I'd vote for either bringing up the subject during foreplay or at a quite moment just so you can be totally open about yourself. There are lots of women who are either open to the subject or enjoy it and they allow us guys to be ourselves. If she really is going to be that important in your life, I hope she is one of those. Good luck, but again I'd vote on bringing up the subject.

Well, N.O.J.

Welcome aboard!

Just don't take yourself so seriously. Maybe fantasy is enough and maybe it isn't. We will help you sort it out and think it through.

Personally, my wife is happy that I stay home and leave other ladies alone. I still look a lot, though. It is a bad habit that I am NOT trying to break.

Heh, heh, heh...

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