seriously seeking master or More preferably mistress who will put me in penis chastity and ultimately castrate me and control my libido with testosterone patches

It all sounds like fun, but I recommend you do three things first. One choose your Master or Mistress very very carefully. Try out chemical castration first, and see how it suits you. If you do decide to get cut please don't try any of the "Do It Your Self" methods. It's no fun living with the results of a botched castration, or finding out it wasn't really what you wanted. With regards to Masters and Mistresses....

Many who claim to be a Master or a Mistress are in fact neither. Their are many selfish people who find the idea of having a slave or sub very appealing. The truth is that it is a lot of very hard work keeping a slave. You do not want to wind up being owned by some one who is irresponsible and neglectful. True Masters and Mistresses are at least as rare as true slaves. Take your time and don't rush into any thing. If it feels wrong get out. Being a sub or a slave does not mean you don't have to be responsible for you own well being.

Warmest Regards,

Jema

PS:Be sure to find out what to expect from castration. Andrew has written quite a bit about it.