I'm early 40's and lost my wife 3 weeks ago. I have enough problems to deal with besides aching testicles. I want chemical castration as quick as possible to ease my libido and eliminate the erections, blue-ball, etc.... I'm going with dep-provera and would like advice on how quickly to ramp up. I explored the site and read the dosage 150mg a month for "offenders". Will this dosage work and how fast? Also can I take 150 then 150 again in 2 weeks if I'm still hurting? I don't care about shrinkage, but I don't need breasts.

I would love to be able to smell her pillow, clothes, etc.... without having to endure sexual arousal.

Please advise,

Newwidow