I want you all to know, that I write from my heart, and in total hoesty! When I was a wanna be my dreams where big so I may have blown up a few things but now... well now what you are seeing is me me me. Last night was up alot, massaging my body all over the dam place., couldn't sleep so good. All I could think of was how I looked as a Eunuch. Then this morning Mistress played with my penis and it sprang into action. Seeing as I still like to cum I asked her please Mistresss Please let me cum please. Stupid stupid stupid. No cum and now she has taken my testosterone away and will give it to me when she wants to. she is safe bout things like this but shes truely in conrol of my sexuality now. Maybe she will decide if I am to be a boy or girl.... Love you all Scottie