That is not to say that I don't WANT a bit more of youthful pleasure, but I understand that eventually we (may) have to let go of (what gave us pleasure in) youth. Whether that means letting go of sexual play is the question each of us eventually might ask. 
Taking testosterone has felt great. If I could get away with it, I would take it until I stop breathing. I know that is probably not reasonable. All the old stories about tiger testicles and rhino horns may be funny, but I now understand the motivation to try them.
Still, maybe it IS best to go where our bodies take us. 
