Want some Advice!!!

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Hello to All here...

My Name is Frank and i'am from Germany(sorry for the Bad English).

I dont Know how i start ok,i seek informations about to be a Eunuch,

what it Feels to be a Eunuch Mental and Physical all about it.It starts

all for 6 Months,when i look for new Pictures and Body Mod Infos

on the BME Web Site (i have full Member Access),i look in the Nullo,

Eunuch Section,and it was very fascinating for me at the first moment

and i dont know why i found it so fascinating to be a Eunuch.There are

no medical reason for me to need or want that,i'am a normal healthy Men

it's only for Sexual Reason i thing or some reason that i not know right

at this Moment.Maybe i need to change in some Way,it is hard to

describe why i feel this Way. Some time it is a Kind of Hunger to feel

the experiences of been Castratet and live this Way,i know that this is

a One Way Ticket when it's Performed Successfull,maybe this is the

reason why i so fascinated,maybe the wrong reason to think about it.

In the last two Weeks i have read many about People they are already

Castratet or wish to do it,some of them wrote it is a fascinating

experiences and they are lucky to be a Eunuch,i read some about multiple

Orgasms they have,ohter People say it is a special Way to feel as a

Eunuch.I have so many question about it.How i feel when i castratet,in which

Way my Sexual Interest will Change,can i Perform the Castration by my self

what is the most painless Way to do it right,i read much about,Burdizzo(very

painfull),Cutting(to bloody),Elastrator(seems better),and banding(my favorite),

in my Fantasy i perform the Castration with 'Banding',i seek for some People

with 'Banding'experiences how long the banding must Wear and how i perform

it right.Please write me i wish to know all about it,right at the moment i'am very

Interested but my Feelings to do it increases every Day.I hope here are some

people like me please write to me.

Greetings from Germany to all