Hi! Well as I said I would post my experience as it happened. First let me say I most likely find the joy in all this in a few months. Im for real and this proceedure can hurt! there can be complications, and Chem Cast is not the way to go!!!!

It was Fiday the 3rd of January. I got to the hospital at 6:15am and was undressed and in the pre operative suite by 6:45. The nurses did all the regular stuff , blood preasure, heart beat, rate, allergies... all that stuff. Then I was given a bag enema by a young nurses aid. You kinda let go of all your dignity in these situations. When she was done I went to the bathroom and she stood there waiting at the bathroom door. Yikes! Then back into bed, wheeled back to my cubby. She got me comfortable and then she said to me... Good luck! then she winked at me and left. It seemed like everyone reads your chart and everbody know whats about to happen to you. Then the antestetic. Well the first step anyway. Got a bit groggy but everyone was so nice and talkative. So now there are 3 nurses one doc and the resident assistant around me and he says. Well what are we here for??? The cubby quieted down to a whisper. I thought and said... Read the chart you know what Im here for now dont you. He smiled too. Ass hole! So the other doctor says.. Yes what are you here for. I looked into her eyes and said. IM GOING TO BE CASTRATED! IM GOING TO BE A EUNUCH!!!! She was so embarassed I thought she was going to crawl under the bed. She asked now didnt she?? At the hospital they call it an orciectomy and nobody says the words castrated, or euncuh. Well I did!! Then they brought in my family, gave me an injection of good sleeping junk... kisses and then off for surgery!!!!! In the or they transfered me to the or table and started to really get down to business. In seconds I was out cold! The surgery took 3 hours. Thats kinda long. See part 2