Hi just thought id let everbody know that im well on my way. I will be checking in at the hospital on Friday and then the main event. Im a bit scared and I know after I stopped the androcur my balls are working. Just a little bit but they are producing cum and testosterone. but the doc thinks it's from the patch he gave me. I havent used but only one so I do know my testicles are working. What a choice. I made it though and there is no going back. so thats it for now. All be well @!!! Scottie

Many of us who have been there know what your feeling, I can say from experience that it is best if you take a friend to settle your nerves but if your like the rest of us you will be so happy after and as time goes by it gets even better.

Remember we are all pulling for you and thinking about you, let us know as soon as you can how you are doing.

Again, Good Luck

River

Scottie,

Good luck with your surgery and a speedy recovery.

I just wish it was over with... but im hanging in there and just writting here and talking to friends and just hanging out. I need your support and I thank you for it. Scottie

It's only normal to feel apprehensive before any surgery.

I know from experience. More experience than I want to describe.

You aren't having any thoughts that aren't normal for anyone to have. You are, (gee, golly, wow) perfectly normal in that regard.

Dave

We are all here for you. Just think of the hardship and determination you endured to get where you are now. It will be over soon enough and then you will enjoy a lifestyle that you had wanted for a long time. Wishing all the best for you, and it truely will be a "Happy New Year".

Love and Hugs,

Scottie i would be a bit scaried to if i were you but it is most often the fear that is the worst to undure.We will all have you in our thoughts so hang in thair good luck.

Hi Ya all!!! Last night after being up on my feet all day ( Im moving) My balls hrt alot and where sending impulses into my back and down one of my legs. I have had this issue before and I am glad that they are going to be cut ut on Friday. I hate those fuckers I really do. so thanks and no mater what I am not stopping! I am having it done no matter what my thoughts are or my feelings or anything else. Scottie