yesterday. Finally had a nice orgasm about midnight. Whoosh! I have balls again--glorious balls. It make no sense, I know, but the balls are bigger after being small.

Old Softee,

No disrespect intended, but where did these "glorious balls" come from? Did they just get huge and full overnight? Also, your penis went from being a nub to now being fully functional?

As long as you enjoy yourself and are having fun, that's great. I guess I misunderstood you when you had "enjoyment from a sense of loss".

- Jim

I don't quite know how to explain it. I had almost no semen to suddenly enjoying some white production. My dick went from being something I could have tucked into my belly and taped to something fun to touch and beat off, though it's not still fully erect. It's not perfect yet but there is a difference.

I don't allow my boyfriend to play with himself. I gently massage his balls and dick for him. Then I give him a blowjob. sometimes I finish him off like that, other times he finishes off inside. but since I've been giving him ball massages, he can last alot longer.

I don't expect anything in return, I just looove to make him feel good. Would anyone kill for a woman like that?

:p

No one can stroke himself as well as another person can! I envy your boyfriend.