One Week After the Testosterone Shot:
Posted: Fri Dec 27, 2002 11:37 pm
I notice possible changes. I think that the medication for depression [Paxil] still holds sway.
I notice no increase in libido. However, I think that my sexual organs have returned to their "normal" size.
I may feel a tad more robust. I'm not certain. I've also had an upper respiratory infection. 
I suspect that, were I lucky enough to have a lover,
I would have the same hesitancy in obtaining release others have reported.

This business of being a eunuch is still for me an ambigious experience.

I suspect that, were I lucky enough to have a lover,
This business of being a eunuch is still for me an ambigious experience.