Well Hello to everyone! Im going in for my pre-testing and then in 2 weeks I am to be castrated. I have gotten over the blues and the questions and want it more than ever!!! I can't wait to finally be without my nasty bits. I was given some testosterone gel for depression and just kinda intrest in life and I took it only every other day insted of every day. the results have been... no agression or anger, but if I wish I can get an erection. My Mistress, soon to be wife, likes to cause responsicveness in my penis so this is a good thing. It is such a very small does anyway. I however wish to go on the premarin when the surgery is done. I want that feeling of female sexuality that comes with it. I also want some body re-shapping in the terms of hips and butt shifting. I also want that pensito shrik to oblevian. So finally my wish will come true. Thankyou for all your help and advise. Happy holidays to all, and to all a good castration/penectomy or whatever you wish for!!!! Scottie