My internal medicine doctor gave me the results of my rest medical tests. I have almost no production of our favorite substance. That indicates time for a CAT Scan!

I'm not certain that I'm as thrilled about his as many of you would be in my situation. However, I'm almost amused.

... the results of my

Blaise (imported) wrote: Sat Nov 23, 2002 1:37 am medical tests. I have almost no production of our favorite substance.

If that substance is testosterone, consider yourself lucky. Most of us have too much of it.

is going wild, but I have too little functioning to enjoy even masturbation. I crave sex, but can't function. I don't yet know what any of this means. I had a triple cardiac bypass less than a month ago. That left me full of raw energy.

Some much has happened recently than I simply cannot keep up with the range of feelings I experience. Nevertheless, I think about sex all day long. And that is with virtually no testosterone in my body. I can get erections, but I can't climax or even get going for masturbation. I have virtually no production of seminal fluid or semen.

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Blaise (imported) wrote: Sat Nov 23, 2002 9:17 pm I can get erections, but I can't climax or even get going

> for masturbation.

Heh, I've always been that way; I haven't ever orgasmed once in my life, although I have had nocturnal emissions. (I've only tried masturbating; I've never had sex with anyone.)

Have you tried having someone perform oral sex on you? That might be more pleasurable than masturbation.

in my case probably comes from a medical condition that the CAT scan or experimenting with changing my medication for depression will reveal. In my early and middle adult years, I enjoyed a delightful and rich sexual life, 21 years of that with a lusty and sexually experimental wife.

The situation just now is that, after not having libido for many years, I enjoy a return of desire even with a loss of the production of testosterone. I hope to enjoy a return to sexual functioning. However, I can accept loss. I'm even enjoying the experiences that I now have. The psychology of all this intrigues me. That is mirrors some of my fantasy world intrigues me further. By not being able to get off, I find myself more obsessed with sexual fantasy than any time in my life. The irony in this almost amuses me. [FONT=century gothic]

Now back to a fantasy:

Nice pic.

Beautiful LADY!

Is this pic from Havana, Cuba? Sort of looks like it from what I can rmember. The lady looks Latino. The bicycles look old and the guys on the Spanish looking wall are not contemporarily dressed.

The Lady, however, looks like she is wearing a dress of contemporary fashion. Kind of a culture contrast, what?

Lots of ways to appreciate this pic.

A-1

I'm trying to find a copy. For me, it captures that sense of impossibility that sometimes prevades sexual desire. :tongueout