AcordingIP (imported) wrote: Thu Nov 14, 2024 1:18 am Hello Dear Reader.

Having perused this site for in excess of 20 years under various guises, it strikes me that contributions have been somewhat sparse of late.

For those minimally interested, please allow me to vent my story:

I have always had a castration fascination. For as young as I can remember.

This, however, became all encompassing when, 18 years ago, I developed chronic orchagia.

I would walk home from a restaurant and collapse in the street due to the pain. I would have to pull over to the side when driving due to the pain. I was admitted to hospital several times and given morphine. Not condoning such but I can understand why heroin addicts enjoy their pastimes!

The NHS (in the UK) was not interested. I had various scans and even invasive procedures in an attempt to identify the issue.

I sought private medical care at significant expense. The answers were all the same:

Tight underwear and opiates of choice. I dislike both.

I spent years on chemical castration and was markedly relieved by the results. No pain. No issues,

Wonderful!

Then my wife wanted children. And so did I. So after a long interlude without drugs she conceived. We have two beautiful daughters.

Some years later the marriage dissolved and I remained with full T.

Years later. after finding the love of my life, and explaining the condition to her, I re-embarked upon chemical castration. That was three years ago.

I could not be happier. She is peri-menopausal. I have the sex drive of a dead badger and we are in harmony. And pain free.

Long term use of steroidal sex hormones is not recommended so I am currently in the process of trying to convince a private clinic (in the UK) to cut my balls off for the legitimate reason of orchaglia.

My partner does not want me to visit Mexico although I fear, despite how much money I throw at the heath system, that might be an inevitable eventuality.

However. I love being T free and will remain such. I don't shout at the TV quite so much. I don't get road rage. I feel calmer and more agreeable.

That is me. A man. Still a man. A huge amount of facial piercings. In a heterosexual relationship but very proud to be a chemical eunuch. And hopefully soon a physical one.

I genuinely believe that the world would be a better place with slightly less testosterone.

AcordingIP (imported) wrote: Thu Nov 14, 2024 10:16 pm I have been in contact with magus via email a while ago. We are hopefully due to meet up for a pint but family issues have so far prevented me from confirming a date. He's a great chap. Very interesting and extremely well educated. Sexuality aside, our respective stories certainly share similarities and I can see Mexico as an inevitable eventuality.

Still, I will give the private practice the opportunity to decline my request after writing a hefty cheque next month!

AcordingIP (imported) wrote: Fri Nov 15, 2024 6:53 pm Will do!

The initial consultation is £400 and the surgery itself, including scrotectomy, is £8500. Convert that to Dollars and suddenly your eyes start to bleed.

That said, it saves me £6000 in air fares (don't do cattle class) so perhaps I need to listen to my other half and keep things local.

There is sadly no guarantee that I will be approved for the procedure. It always amazes me that it costs £120 for me to have my dog fixed with no questions asked. And yet......