i am new here and mostly interested in the stories. At the moment reading but i have some ideas to write stories too

When i was a teen i had frequent nightmares about being castrated, by monsters, wild animals or evil men. The strange thing was that between anger and pain at the short moment when my testicles were caught in this dreams i felt a moment of excitation, kind infinite pleasure just before everything ended in pain and death. It's something i can't get off my mind. I don't have plans do realize this because i can't imagine a life after it and no desire to really loose them but it is still a fascinating fantasy.

Welcome, we can always use more story authors, or just enjoy the reading...

Glad to see you are making the distinction between what is fantasy and what you might actually want in reality - the difference you describe is pretty much exactly the sort of thing I suggest to people trying to sort out the difference.

I decided the other way, but I also found I had no problem imagining living without them, and had reasons to prefer it... (and I still enjoy the stories...)

WheelyFixed

Welcome to the zoo.

Hello everyone