Hello, I'm Karl from Germany.

I've had the idea of being a eunuch for over 20 years.

I just never dared to really do it. I often bind my testicel and am happy when it turns blue. But I never finished that either. Presumably, the testicels are already damaged, they have become smaller over the years and my penis has also become smaller.

Also, it doesn't get very hard anymore. If I do it myself, I'm shaking a dead mouse.

Now that I'm over 60 years old, I want to do it. I don't want to have to think about sex all the time. I want to start chemically first to see how it feels.

Nevertheless, I want to remain a man. I love breasts, but I don't want to own any myself.

Welcome, I hope we can help you find a path to meet your desires....

If you haven't already seen it, there is actually a recent thread http://forums.eunuch.org/showthread.php?31820-Hi-again! that includes some discussion about how one can get surgery and possibly chemical castration in Germany, it may be helpful.

WheelyFixed