body odor
Posted: Sun Jan 16, 2022 3:47 pm
I have not come across mention of body odor here but wondering if anyone knows, does loss of testosterone result in diminishing body odor? I have been a self injurer for most of my life. (I only recently have been trying to change that because I didnt understand that I was not actually doing anything proactive about it up to then). I had a lot of self directed rage that I had no other way to release.
I have always believed that my self harm was brought on by my maleness. And consequently my self injury was very often directed at my masculinity. For a great deal of time, I never considered that I could change myself for the better/safer through castration. But I managed to hurt myself between my legs numerous times over many years and then after a particularly difficult period in my life 25 or so years ago, where I did lots of self injury, I (and my wife) noticed that I lost natural body odor. I never explained what I suspected, but have wondered ever since. One particular event at the time made it necessary to go to ER and it was after that event that I noticed the change.
I have a lot of deep rage due to being male. Ive honestly been feeling kind of desperate over the last couple years first feeling that there was nothing I could do and then realizing that I could actually make castration real - not out of the rage but in an effort to seek a solution. This has led me to much searching online how I could get it safely (medically approved) done. But in that effort I began to run into road blocks because I though Id have to do it the route of being trans in the form of male to female. Though that is attractive to me as well, It is not the route that would be most appropriate and I began thinking Id need to do the job myself. That of course was not a good idea, yet being driven by desperation I have to admit that It sent me to the emergency room a few more times, and most recently, a hospital stay and surgery to repair the damage. It also made me angrier and at times I verbally lashed out at people who would otherwise have been helping me. They actually were helping me.
So in my further searching Ive been fairly thorough in figuring out what I need to do to get a medically safe orchiectomy. I still seem to get differing predictions on how the loss of testicles will physiologically change me. As I said above, I may have significantly affected level of testosterone through self injury years ago and noticed certain physical changes in me that might not be so noticeable to the general public. One of these changes was the change in body odor. (was odor at times - but no longer). And as I also said, I have not seen mention of such a change here or anywhere. Still, I have male qualities I need to lose and believe I am now on a safe track and proceeding working on getting the surgery done. Once it done, I am suspecting that I wont really have much in the way of physiological changes because I think that has already happened.
I have always believed that my self harm was brought on by my maleness. And consequently my self injury was very often directed at my masculinity. For a great deal of time, I never considered that I could change myself for the better/safer through castration. But I managed to hurt myself between my legs numerous times over many years and then after a particularly difficult period in my life 25 or so years ago, where I did lots of self injury, I (and my wife) noticed that I lost natural body odor. I never explained what I suspected, but have wondered ever since. One particular event at the time made it necessary to go to ER and it was after that event that I noticed the change.
I have a lot of deep rage due to being male. Ive honestly been feeling kind of desperate over the last couple years first feeling that there was nothing I could do and then realizing that I could actually make castration real - not out of the rage but in an effort to seek a solution. This has led me to much searching online how I could get it safely (medically approved) done. But in that effort I began to run into road blocks because I though Id have to do it the route of being trans in the form of male to female. Though that is attractive to me as well, It is not the route that would be most appropriate and I began thinking Id need to do the job myself. That of course was not a good idea, yet being driven by desperation I have to admit that It sent me to the emergency room a few more times, and most recently, a hospital stay and surgery to repair the damage. It also made me angrier and at times I verbally lashed out at people who would otherwise have been helping me. They actually were helping me.
So in my further searching Ive been fairly thorough in figuring out what I need to do to get a medically safe orchiectomy. I still seem to get differing predictions on how the loss of testicles will physiologically change me. As I said above, I may have significantly affected level of testosterone through self injury years ago and noticed certain physical changes in me that might not be so noticeable to the general public. One of these changes was the change in body odor. (was odor at times - but no longer). And as I also said, I have not seen mention of such a change here or anywhere. Still, I have male qualities I need to lose and believe I am now on a safe track and proceeding working on getting the surgery done. Once it done, I am suspecting that I wont really have much in the way of physiological changes because I think that has already happened.