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reintroduction-castrated 7 years
Posted: Sun Jun 13, 2021 7:27 pm
by Zolan6363 (imported)
Hi - I just wanted to reintroduce myself. I was castrated 7 years ago and I have been happy with the results. no regrets. Right after I was first fixed I did come here and post a bit -but it has been years sense I have been here. I can not explain my need to become a eunuch but I just had to get it done. I waited 25 years from the first time the urge to get castrated hit me to getting it done. I have to say my one regrets is not getting castrated younger. I am not real good at using HRT but it does not seem real important at this point and I really think that is part of being castrated. I still love and enjoy sex but being a total bottom all my life - being castrated fits me. To me getting castrated was freeing and very liberating. I just love being nut less. I was never great at being a man-I have never wanted to be a woman but being a eunuch feels right to me. I do know some of me wanted to be castrated comes from my childhood as I lived on a farm and saw a lot of castration. Once the older men we done with the farm animals they would come running to us young boys(My brother and cousins) and ask who was next. I remember standing there with a hard on watching and then running for my life in horror at the idea that they might catch me but yet It was very trilling at the same time. Sometimes I just wanted to be caught to see what would happen. One of the best days of my life was the day I was castrated. It was done by a doctor- still to me it was very erotic to know I was going to sleep a man but waking up a eunuch. also it was such a big relief to finally have it done. One of the best parts of being castrated is I can not change my mind. I thought about whether I should do it or not do it. I did go back and forth a lot. But what is done is done. I am a eunuch and very proud to be one. I have to say being castrated did bring some piece of mind to me. I think I am more relaxed and those constant thoughts have stopped. when I think about it and realize yes I am a eunuch I am relieved and happy. Of course I this have the same problems I had before I was neutered but at least I have fixed one of them.
I know this might sound weird but bottoming to me feels better now that I am neutered but I know for me a big part of being castrated is mental. but I have to say being a eunuch means a lot of what drives your sex drive is in your brain. I have been told by lovers I had before the surgery and then after that my castration has rewired me to be a bottom and that I am now a better bottom after the snipping.
I love to chat with other eunuchs about how they feel about being castrated and I always love talking to guys that enjoy talking about the subject.
Re: reintroduction-castrated 7 years
Posted: Sun Jun 13, 2021 8:04 pm
by Valery_V (imported)
Zolan6363 (imported) wrote: Sun Jun 13, 2021 7:27 pm
Hi - I just wanted to reintroduce myself. I was castrated 7 years ago and I have been happy with the results. no regrets. Right after I was first fixed I did come here and post a bit -but it has been years sense I have been here. I can not explain my need to become a eunuch but I just had to get it done. I waited 25 years from the first time the urge to get castrated hit me to getting it done. I have to say my one regrets is not getting castrated younger. I am not real good at using HRT but it does not seem real important at this point and I really think that is part of being castrated. I still love and enjoy sex but being a total bottom all my life - being castrated fits me. To me getting castrated was freeing and very liberating. I just love being nut less. I was never great at being a man-I have never wanted to be a woman but being a eunuch feels right to me. I do know some of me wanted to be castrated comes from my childhood as I lived on a farm and saw a lot of castration. Once the older men we done with the farm animals they would come running to us young boys(My brother and cousins) and ask who was next. I remember standing there with a hard on watching and then running for my life in horror at the idea that they might catch me but yet It was very trilling at the same time. Sometimes I just wanted to be caught to see what would happen. One of the best days of my life was the day I was castrated. It was done by a doctor- still to me it was very erotic to know I was going to sleep a man but waking up a eunuch. also it was such a big relief to finally have it done. One of the best parts of being castrated is I can not change my mind. I thought about whether I should do it or not do it. I did go back and forth a lot. But what is done is done. I am a eunuch and very proud to be one. I have to say being castrated did bring some piece of mind to me. I think I am more relaxed and those constant thoughts have stopped. when I think about it and realize yes I am a eunuch I am relieved and happy. Of course I this have the same problems I had before I was neutered but at least I have fixed one of them.
I know this might sound weird but bottoming to me feels better now that I am neutered but I know for me a big part of being castrated is mental. but I have to say being a eunuch means a lot of what drives your sex drive is in your brain. I have been told by lovers I had before the surgery and then after that my castration has rewired me to be a bottom and that I am now a better bottom after the snipping.
I love to chat with other eunuchs about how they feel about being castrated and I always love talking to guys that enjoy talking about the subject.
Thank you! I still like this subject though everything happened to me in my youth. I was always happy with results of my modification. However of special psychological transition "M - E" I did not feel. After recovery during the occupations of taekwondo I felt that I can work more effectively legs to the top level and quite with impunity
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In the personal plan at me practically changes did not happen. To close friends, as it seemed to me, my modifications were pleasant...
Re: reintroduction-castrated 7 years
Posted: Mon Jun 14, 2021 1:23 am
by cutnbulls2ox (imported)
Welcome back Zolan6363,
That s a great introduction you gave about yourself ! Congrats on becoming such a happy and fulfilled eunuch. You show other men how it can be done right. And love the results.
You share a lot of experiences in common with many wanna be and with many successfully castrated men in achieving a long desired neutering. You sound like you really benefitted from your castration and enjoy the benefits every day. How did you manage to get a dr to cut you ? It sounds like you were knocked out and woke up a eunuch. How was your surgery and healing ? How did your mind and body change after your surgery ? You sound open and proud of your 7 years of being a eunuch. How have people reacted to you being a eunuch ? It sounds like your lovers enjoy you more as a cut eunuch now, than with your balls on ? Is it appreciated by men and sought out by lovers ?
Just a reminder, your ability to send and receive private messages activates after you make 5 or more posts on these forums.
You are part of a long line of livestock men who desired their own castrations. I wonder if part of your desire was to face down those fears from your boyhood as a grown man ? Standing up to those men at last and saying Hell Yeah, cut me ! What triggered your decision ? How did you know you were ready for surgery ? You say you wish you had gotten castrated at a younger age. What age would you have wanted to get gelded and why ?
Thanks for coming back on here to share your very successful castration and eunuch experiences with countless men having that same back and forth in their heads on whether to get voluntarily castrated or to keep it a fantasy only. Lots of men and eunuchs share your journey from boyhood to manhood and then ? You can help men decide what is best for them by learning how your decision and surgery has changed your life forever. Thanks for helping other men with their questions.
Re: reintroduction-castrated 7 years
Posted: Mon Jun 14, 2021 7:00 am
by Cseriess (imported)
Hi. Thanks for sharing. I am always hungry to hear others stories, and about their journey. I have been really close a couple of times now. The only reason it hasn't happened is because I have slipped into a relationship with someone who has wanted to be with the intact me. If this relationship ends, my next relationship, if there is one, will be with someone who knows I am a eunuch. The only great worry is what I want to be physically does not align with the reality of what I might become. I am slim and athletic, and I don't want that to change. The reality of artificial T is not that appealing. I am sure I will navigate it once I am there. So biographies like yours are so helpful!
Thank you for sharing.
Re: reintroduction-castrated 7 years
Posted: Mon Jun 14, 2021 3:45 pm
by nutless1 (imported)
Amen! I feel exactly the same way. First, I wish I had gotten it done many years earlier. I had it done 5 years ago.
I too am a total bottom, and now there is no focus on my genital performance, and I and others believe I am a better bottom, especially those who like and enjoy femme male features and traits.
Nutless1
Zolan6363 (imported) wrote: Sun Jun 13, 2021 7:27 pm
Hi - I just wanted to reintroduce myself. I was castrated 7 years ago and I have been happy with the results. no regrets. Right after I was first fixed I did come here and post a bit -but it has been years sense I have been here. I can not explain my need to become a eunuch but I just had to get it done. I waited 25 years from the first time the urge to get castrated hit me to getting it done. I have to say my one regrets is not getting castrated younger. I am not real good at using HRT but it does not seem real important at this point and I really think that is part of being castrated. I still love and enjoy sex but being a total bottom all my life - being castrated fits me. To me getting castrated was freeing and very liberating. I just love being nut less. I was never great at being a man-I have never wanted to be a woman but being a eunuch feels right to me. I do know some of me wanted to be castrated comes from my childhood as I lived on a farm and saw a lot of castration. Once the older men we done with the farm animals they would come running to us young boys(My brother and cousins) and ask who was next. I remember standing there with a hard on watching and then running for my life in horror at the idea that they might catch me but yet It was very trilling at the same time. Sometimes I just wanted to be caught to see what would happen. One of the best days of my life was the day I was castrated. It was done by a doctor- still to me it was very erotic to know I was going to sleep a man but waking up a eunuch. also it was such a big relief to finally have it done. One of the best parts of being castrated is I can not change my mind. I thought about whether I should do it or not do it. I did go back and forth a lot. But what is done is done. I am a eunuch and very proud to be one. I have to say being castrated did bring some piece of mind to me. I think I am more relaxed and those constant thoughts have stopped. when I think about it and realize yes I am a eunuch I am relieved and happy. Of course I this have the same problems I had before I was neutered but at least I have fixed one of them.
I know this might sound weird but bottoming to me feels better now that I am neutered but I know for me a big part of being castrated is mental. but I have to say being a eunuch means a lot of what drives your sex drive is in your brain. I have been told by lovers I had before the surgery and then after that my castration has rewired me to be a bottom and that I am now a better bottom after the snipping.
I love to chat with other eunuchs about how they feel about being castrated and I always love talking to guys that enjoy talking about the subject.