I am losing my mind very vapidly and it is getting excruciating difficult to manage. I am unfortunately a coping poverty tranny. There is no bouts about it.

I have been losing my hairline since I was 20. My temples are completely shot and that no matter how much I try, I cannot fix it. I am more medication than human at this point.

The NHS GIC's take 4 years to process referrals, it is required of me to do 2 years RLE and wait an indefinite amount of time to get an SRS referral.

When you factor all of this, and how quickly I am losing ground, then you can see why right now I am the paragon of suffering. I dont have pockets deep enough for afford hair transplantation and I am in the unfortunate 30% of people that topical minoxidil doesn't have affect on. The only way of fixing this is taking minoxidil orally and thats, well it'd turn me into a wolf man and I hate body and facial hair so that is a definite no go.

I want an orchie, badly. There is a dire need for it. For comfort reasons, for gender reasons, to rule out everything that could be causing hairloss, to get the abstinence I long for, to stop self medicating to the degree I am right now.

I say time is against me, thats because of how quickly the recession has happened. The nhs will see me go bald before I have any remote chance at being a woman.

I hate people who suggest that I just get a hair piece or a wig. If you were in my boots, you'd feel bile build up and you'd want to throw up on the spot.

There are so many reasons why this is important to me, the big one is that the more hair I lose the more I begin to resemble the man I hate with every fiber of my being.

What can I do? Just, oh the excuse of "oh you are young, I don't see the urgency". Maybe now you do.

There is a man that can fix this shit. And it'd cost a plane ticket and a $3000, you know who I am alluding too. Dr Arnkoff. The fella is getting old so I could imagine them retiring in the next 3-5 years.

What can I do? I need money and I have no idea how I can get it.

Oh yeah, should I mention that I live in a remote place thats technically not part of Britain and is classified as its own country?

It means I have to have a permit to be able to work in the UK, and where I live right now is only full of jobs I literally am unable to do.

I am so fucking screwed.

kazimirmanxie2044 (imported) wrote: Mon Jun 07, 2021 12:14 pm I am losing my mind very vapidly and it is getting excruciating difficult to manage. I am unfortunately a coping poverty tranny. There is no bouts about it.

I have been losing my hairline since I was 20. My temples are completely shot and that no matter how much I try, I cannot fix it. I am more medication than human at this point.

The NHS GIC's take 4 years to process referrals, it is required of me to do 2 years RLE and wait an indefinite amount of time to get an SRS referral.

When you factor all of this, and how quickly I am losing ground, then you can see why right now I am the paragon of suffering. I dont have pockets deep enough for afford hair transplantation and I am in the unfortunate 30% of people that topical minoxidil doesn't have affect on. The only way of fixing this is taking minoxidil orally and thats, well it'd turn me into a wolf man and I hate body and facial hair so that is a definite no go.

I want an orchie, badly. There is a dire need for it. For comfort reasons, for gender reasons, to rule out everything that could be causing hairloss, to get the abstinence I long for, to stop self medicating to the degree I am right now.

I say time is against me, thats because of how quickly the recession has happened. The nhs will see me go bald before I have any remote chance at being a woman.

I hate people who suggest that I just get a hair piece or a wig. If you were in my boots, you'd feel bile build up and you'd want to throw up on the spot.

There are so many reasons why this is important to me, the big one is that the more hair I lose the more I begin to resemble the man I hate with every fiber of my being.

What can I do? Just, oh the excuse of "oh you are young, I don't see the urgency". Maybe now you do.

There is a man that can fix this shit. And it'd cost a plane ticket and a $3000, you know who I am alluding too. Dr Arnkoff. The fella is getting old so I could imagine them retiring in the next 3-5 years.

What can I do? I need money and I have no idea how I can get it.

Oh yeah, should I mention that I live in a remote place thats technically not part of Britain and is classified as its own country?

It means I have to have a permit to be able to work in the UK, and where I live right now is only full of jobs I literally am unable to do.

I am so fucking screwed.

Deeply I sympathize with you. You have, of course, a difficult situation, but for certain solvable. Main tranquility.

kazimirmanxie2044 (imported) wrote: Mon Jun 07, 2021 12:14 pm I am losing my mind very vapidly and it is getting excruciating difficult to manage. I am unfortunately a coping poverty tranny. There is no bouts about it.

I have been losing my hairline since I was 20. My temples are completely shot and that no matter how much I try, I cannot fix it. I am more medication than human at this point.

The NHS GIC's take 4 years to process referrals, it is required of me to do 2 years RLE and wait an indefinite amount of time to get an SRS referral.

When you factor all of this, and how quickly I am losing ground, then you can see why right now I am the paragon of suffering. I dont have pockets deep enough for afford hair transplantation and I am in the unfortunate 30% of people that topical minoxidil doesn't have affect on. The only way of fixing this is taking minoxidil orally and thats, well it'd turn me into a wolf man and I hate body and facial hair so that is a definite no go.

I want an orchie, badly. There is a dire need for it. For comfort reasons, for gender reasons, to rule out everything that could be causing hairloss, to get the abstinence I long for, to stop self medicating to the degree I am right now.

I say time is against me, thats because of how quickly the recession has happened. The nhs will see me go bald before I have any remote chance at being a woman.

I hate people who suggest that I just get a hair piece or a wig. If you were in my boots, you'd feel bile build up and you'd want to throw up on the spot.

There are so many reasons why this is important to me, the big one is that the more hair I lose the more I begin to resemble the man I hate with every fiber of my being.

What can I do? Just, oh the excuse of "oh you are young, I don't see the urgency". Maybe now you do.

There is a man that can fix this shit. And it'd cost a plane ticket and a $3000, you know who I am alluding too. Dr Arnkoff. The fella is getting old so I could imagine them retiring in the next 3-5 years.

What can I do? I need money and I have no idea how I can get it.

Oh yeah, should I mention that I live in a remote place thats technically not part of Britain and is classified as its own country?

It means I have to have a permit to be able to work in the UK, and where I live right now is only full of jobs I literally am unable to do.

I am so fucking screwed.

You aren't screwed. You could go on T blockers or you could castrate yourself with alcohol injections. That's proven to be the safest and most effective do it yourself method. It takes time but within a month which is the norm for every method the T suppression will kick in and the hair loss should stop. The chance of infection seems to be close to zero because after all, you are injecting alcohol. Plus there's not much pain involved and the more shots that you do the less painful it becomes. You just need 190 proof alcohol or something close with no additives. I recently tried filling a 18 gauge syringe fill with Everclear which is 189 Proof drinkable alcohol and plunged it into both of my testicles but I didn't inject. It was just a test and as long as the needle entered the front end of the testicle it was almost painless. if you go from the rear there's more nerves and connective tissue back there and it will a hurt little. It will be a sudden ache from sharp to dull but deep feeling that I could feel in my back. But the front is the right spot and it's easy. You could do it yourself for a couple of dollars. You get swelling and aching for the first day and tenderness for almost a week, followed by shrinkage. You can inject every week, twice a month, or once a month. The more that you do, the less it hurts. In a couple of weeks they will be dead. Then you can let your body slowly dissolve them as your cords eventually pull up inside of of you, or you can easily get a surgical removal approved. You will be able to go anywhere you want to get the surgery once your testicles are dead. Tell your doctor that they just started shrinking and you had low T from it and now they ache and feel uncomfortable. They will send you for tests and usually within a few months or less depending on the medical system or lack their of, they will recommend that you have them removed.

The only issue that I have with this, is that they will want to do two incisions above your penis to remove them which will create two surgical scars about the size of endoscopic hernia surgery. That's because they will want to remove the cords as high as they can for examination. That leaves a visible scar but they are pretty small incisions so its not that bad.

That's the route that I'm taking after starting with Androcur. Even if you are living in the USA and you are uninsured this is a perfect option. A box of 18 gauge 3cc syringes and a bottle of grain alcohol is all that you need. It comes down to about a shot of grain alcohol to kill each testicle. If you bought a big bottle you could mix up a few good drinks for the achy after pain and celebrate after each injection. Over the years no one has come back and said that the injection went wrong and they had to go to the ER. It's pretty foolproof at this point.

The other option is to go on Androcur for at least a year. That usually causes your testicles to atrophy. The medication has side effects but most people can handle them. And if you don't like it you can stop and go back to the way that you were.

Option 3 is to go with some hormone blocking hair loss pills. But that only covers the hair problem, not the testicle problem.

I sympathize about the hair loss.

However, as had often been said, if there were any reliable baldness cures, there would be no bald men.