Hi,

Having finally plucked up courage to answer in another thread, I would like to seek opinion on something that I experienced.

When I did my year of taking T blockers and a transitioning dose of oestrogen I discovered something about myself. I have always been a bit on the passive/submissive side but as the T lowered and the E levels came up I found I had become far more submissive to a point where I found it hard to be self managing in my life. I craved for the firm control of a man, and when working with other men, sometimes their scents would nearly make me faint.

Don't get me wrong here - I loved being on the female side of the spectrum, and I had never felt so happy and perfect in my life. But I also had this deep need to hand over control to another and be submissive to them.

My thoughts have turned to this again as I am working towards being more female and re-taking a maintenance dose of E after I complete castration. Have others felt this shift in their drive. Did you become more dominant on T or submissive on E?

I can surely relate to becoming even more submissive on e!

Hi,

DesperateGirl (imported) wrote: Fri Aug 07, 2020 11:07 am Having finally plucked up courage to answer in another thread, I would like to seek opinion on something that I experienced.

When I did my year of taking T blockers and a transitioning dose of oestrogen I discovered something about myself. I have always been a bit on the passive/submissive side but as the T lowered and the E levels came up I found I had become far more submissive to a point where I found it hard to be self managing in my life. I craved for the firm control of a man, and when working with other men, sometimes their scents would nearly make me faint.

Don't get me wrong here - I loved being on the female side of the spectrum, and I had never felt so happy and perfect in my life. But I also had this deep need to hand over control to another and be submissive to them.

My thoughts have turned to this again as I am working towards being more female and re-taking a maintenance dose of E after I complete castration. Have others felt this shift in their drive. Did you become more dominant on T or submissive on E?

I was castrated when I was young, but I never took T-blockers and a transitional dose of estrogen because I didn't want feminization. Sometimes I took testosterone with long pauses. I can confirm that I have experienced "Passive / Submissive Increase with low T."

Sometimes, I really wanted firm control from a man. Of course, I'm not everyone I meet, but some were irresistible to me. This is peculiar to me, because I am a real eunuch, not only physically, but also psychologically and morally. I considered it my disadvantage and always struggled with this way of self-education. It seems to me (I judge only by myself) that the constant intake of testosterone cannot help to overcome this ...

If a man is castrated, when he has already formed a masculine character, then, most likely, in this regard, everything will be as it should be.