As far as I'm concerned, I have an extreme libido and that would be the main reason why I will become a eunuch.

I have multiple sclerosis which makes me sterile, my last spermogram reveals sperm with 2 or 3 heads, others without flagella, and only 5% are alive at 1 hour and 0% alive at 3 hours. Suffice to say that reading my spermogram resembles the scenario of a new episode of Alien.

So I can no longer procreate, I do not want it anyway.

Castration represents for me the abduction of sexual impulses, and even if I joke, I prefer to have a spermogram with 0% of sperm rather than monsters out of my cock.

I have an appointment in mid-September with a Belgian urologist, because in France castration is illegal.

I don't know about you, but despite it being my decision in concert with my wife, I am apprehensive.

I am divided between the desire and the fear of being castrated.

Sometimes I find it even exciting, I wonder if it's normal. And sometimes I tell myself that I can stop everything when I want.

In short, I constantly go through different types of thinking, I still have time before months to think.

Can you share with us your experience, your thoughts on the approach to the intervention, your questions, your state of mind, and what at one time made you decide to go there and stop looking backward?

Hi there,

What you’re going through is normal. It’s a big, permanent decision. Plus, we live in a world where the idea of “not having balls” means you’re not a real man. That’s bullshit, of course, but the programming is still there. The fact that your wife is on board with you will be helpful. I went through a real waxing and waning process in the lead up to my castration too. I’m having the same thing now as I move towards full nullification.

My main concern for you is that it sounds like you’re not going with testosterone replacement. That will be the biggest adjustment—much more so than being a few ounces lighter. Make sure you know what you’re getting into and consider trying at least a low dose of T to stave off bone density loss, fat accumulation, hot flashes, etc.

To answer your initial question, I was castrated because I didn’t like having balls, plain and simple. I take replacement T so there’s no difference for me post-castration.

Good luck!

Qunuch81 (imported) wrote: Fri Jul 17, 2020 8:14 pm My main concern for you is that it sounds like you’re not going with testosterone replacement. That will be the biggest adjustment—much more so than being a few ounces lighter. Make sure you know what you’re getting into and consider trying at least a low dose of T to stave off bone density loss, fat accumulation, hot flashes, etc

Thank you for your comment, it is true that we are very marginalized.

Regarding testosterone, I have not talked about it, but I intend to take it, if only to avoid the effects you mention.

I think my urologist will approach this subject and prescribe what I need ...

My first consultation with the doctor will be in September, and I don't know yet when will be the castration.

I have to see too a Sexologue at least to see if i am sure of my decision.

Back on EA after years and years, I am a happy eunuch now since 2015.......we talked yesterday in private Bernard, hope I gave you some useful info.

Spo

Je vous comprends parfaitement, parce que je suis absolument comme vous: je n'aime pas mes testicules ni mon scrotum, et je désire beaucoup les faire enlever. Le problème est de se faire opérer par un vrai urologue dans des conditions professionnelles et sûres

English, Google translation

I understand you perfectly, because I am absolutely like you: I do not like my testicles or my scrotum, and I very much want to have them removed. The problem is to be operated by a real urologist in professional and safe conditions.

SpoParis (imported) wrote: Mon Jul 27, 2020 3:29 am Back on EA after years and years, I am a happy eunuch now since 2015.......we talked yesterday in private Bernard, hope I gave you some useful info.

Spo

Of course Spo, your information and your experience are invaluable.

I really appreciated the time you took to inform me about your experiences, with the contribution of others who also participated in this topic, I am more informed.

Thanks again

Kindly

simone vaneau (imported) wrote: Mon Jul 27, 2020 5:28 am Je vous comprends parfaitement, parce que je suis absolument comme vous: je n'aime pas mes testicules ni mon scrotum, et je désire beaucoup les faire enlever. Le problème est de se faire opérer par un vrai urologue dans des conditions professionnelles et sûres

Bonjour simone

J'aurais une question pour toi, crois-tu que de ne pas aimé son scrotum et ses testicules soit une raison suffisante pour se les faire enlever, ne crois-tu pas que ceux qui se font castrer ont des raisons bien plus profondes que la simple esthétique ?

Tu le sais une castration est irréversible, ce n'est pas un maquillage d'un jour qu'on peut enlever. Il y a des traitements à faire ensuite, ce n'est pas anodin et c'est plein de conséquences qui peuvent psychologiquement être graves et lourdes à gérer.

Mais peut-être as-tu une motivation plus profonde que celle évoquée ici, et dans ce cas là, si tu tiens vraiment à te faire castrer, il te faudra passer l'épreuve de la motivation, devant un urologue, un psychologue ou sexologue, parce qu'un urologue n'acceptera jamais de t'opérer à la légère.

Tu sais pertinemment qu'en France même motivé, ta castration est interdite. A moins de fréquenter les milieux underground et prendre le risque de te faire opérer sans sécurité, tu vas devoir te tourner vers les pays chez qui la castration volontaire est légale, attention légale ne veut pas dire facile. Par exemple en Allemagne, beaucoup de demandes sont refusées parce que la motivation ne justifie pas ce geste chirurgical. Donc à ma connaissance, tu as la Belgique, l'Allemagne, la Suisse, la Turquie (moins regardant) chez qui la castration volontaire est légale. Sans parler de plus loin en Inde où on doit probablement le faire pour pas cher.

Donc je te conseille de choisir un pays ou plusieurs, rentrer en contact avec des urologues (trouvés sur Google), et leur demander les procédures pour une orchidectomie bilatérale.

Si tu commences ton discours en disant que tu n'aimes pas ton scrotum et tes testicules, prends directement une hache et fais le toi-même parce que ce n'est pas un argument suffisant aux yeux des urologues européens. et je pense qu'aux USA c'est un peu pareil.

En Inde ils te le feront gratos, j'ai vu une émission là dessus, par contre c'est fait dans une maison au sol en terre, tu es debout, enfin au début, parce qu'ensuite vu qu'ils n'utilisent pas d'anesthésie, tu finis vite couché par-terre et si tu survis à l'infection, tu rentres en France, et tu vas te faire finir le scrotum en chirurgie esthétique (oui oui, ça existe à Montpellier par exemple) il y a un spécialiste de l'esthétique du pénis. Là c'est en clinique, c'est sans danger, par contre lui il te répare, il te castrera pas.

Bon tu l'auras compris, tout humour mis de coté, ton projet est faisable, mais faut être motivé, sûr de toi, que tu ne te supportes plus du tout, que ça soit un handicap à une vie sereine. Que tu aies réfléchi aux conséquences d'une castration, et que tu sois sûr de ne rien regretter.

Bon courage dans tes démarches, les pays que je t'ai donné sont vrais, mais je te le répète c'est pas facile et pas évident qu'ils acceptent, il ne veulent pas avoir un patient qui regrette ensuite, donc il y a une étude de dossier sérieuse. Mais si vraiment tu as un argumentaire en béton, il n'y a pas de raison pour que tu n'y arrives pas.

Bell Clapper deformity (resulting in torsion and basically strangulation of blood supply). Left testicle completely dead and right one on the verge. I didn't want to go through twice so had both out at the same time. Best health decision I ever made other than giving up smoking.

seanthomas (imported) wrote: Sat Aug 01, 2020 12:39 pm Bell Clapper deformity (resulting in torsion and basically strangulation of blood supply). Left testicle completely dead and right one on the verge. I didn't want to go through twice so had both out at the same time. Best health decision I ever made other than giving up smoking.

Why did you decide to not go to surgery for trying the orchiopexy to sew your right ball securely to your scrotum to prevent it being able to twist and spin on its own spermatic cord during your torsions. I added the explanation so other readers who are not familiar with testicular torsion and bell clapper deformity will know that we are talking about testicles loose enough inside the scrotum ( from a congenital lack of the usual gubernaculum tissue of ball anchoring that prevents torsion in most men ) to twist on their own spermatic cords in painful spasms that can block off the blood flow to the testicle and permanently damage or kill testicles.

cutnbulls2ox (imported) wrote: Sun Aug 02, 2020 7:03 am Why did you decide to not go to surgery for trying the orchiopexy to sew your right ball securely to your scrotum to prevent it being able to twist and spin on its own spermatic cord during your torsions. I added the explanation so other readers who are not familiar with testicular torsion and bell clapper deformity will know that we are talking about testicles loose enough inside the scrotum ( from a congenital lack of the usual gubernaculum tissue of ball anchoring that prevents torsion in most men ) to twist on their own spermatic cords in painful spasms that can block off the blood flow to the testicle and permanently damage or kill testicles.

The procedure was offered but the right testicle had already begun to atrophy and the prospect of saving it was not good. I had suffered intermittent pain over the years but BCD was not diagnosed until it was too late for the left one and already torsion had severely compromised the right.