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Repressed memory??

Posted: Wed Jul 15, 2020 11:02 am
by rogerwpbfl (imported)
I had an incredible early memory come back to me that I think explains part of the reason I'm the way I am with my dick. When I was young, like 8 or 9, my family was visiting my aunt and uncle, where my cousin (girl, 3 years older than me) showed me this strangely erotic cartoon in her room. It was a drawing of a mouse holding a huge boner, I mean the boner was bigger than the mouse, and he yelling "HEEEERE KITTY KITTY!!"

My cousin asked if I understood why the mouse was calling the cat. I think I asked her why, and she said something like so the kitty could lick it and make it feel good and then eat it if she liked it. She must have noticed me getting a boner. From what I remember the adults were all outside when she told me to pull down my bathing suit so she could teach me something special about my dick. She yanked them down when I wouldn't, which left my hard on swinging straight up in the air. I must have been big for my age even then. I think she wrapped her hand around it, I remember her waving it around and calling their dog into her room.

The dog came in and she waved my "dog toy" in front of him. She wanted him to bite it off and I just watched. This all went on until we heard the adults coming back in, probably only 5 minutes but it felt like an hour.

I think TopManFL must have brought back this memory. In one of his comments on one of my recent posts, he makes up a story about a dog grabbing my severed cock and run off with it. His story must have brought back this old memory and the memory of my cousin doing this to me. We never had any other experiences like this that I can remember, and I had completely forgotten about it all until last night. It's so weird the way our brains work! So yeah now I really want to text my cousin and ask her WTF

Re: Repressed memory??

Posted: Wed Jul 15, 2020 2:04 pm
by GordonGG (imported)
Very interesting. I know that I didn't have any naughty cousins, darn it! 😄

Re: Repressed memory??

Posted: Wed Jul 15, 2020 2:09 pm
by kristoff
I was thoroughly exposed and fully trained back when I was 11 or 12. Timmy and I got to know the hay loft quite well -- we even had a room set up for us.

Re: Repressed memory??

Posted: Wed Jul 15, 2020 4:28 pm
by TopManFL (imported)
It was Toto, not me!

Your cousin being older was just being a jerk. For some reason, older kids torment the younger kids and then act like angels when the adults are around.

Re: Repressed memory??

Posted: Thu Jul 16, 2020 3:25 am
by cutnbulls2ox (imported)
She sounds like a screwed up predator even at that young age. Makes me wonder what else she got into with time ? Too bad she wasn t caught, punished, and exposed under today s stringent anti pedophile, sexual assault, rape, and beastiality rules for young kids since she was engaging in all of those with a minor vulnerable to her.

My guess is that she was intensely jealous of your obvious swim trunks showcased big endowment and was looking for some way to humiliate you after hearing people talking in awe and enthusiasm about how hung you were at that age and speculating on how much bigger you d grow to be as a grown man.

Its also great how our minds can choose to purge and flush down the toilet the trash like her that you d rather forget.

Re: Repressed memory??

Posted: Thu Jul 16, 2020 9:15 am
by rogerwpbfl (imported)
cutnbulls2ox (imported) wrote: Thu Jul 16, 2020 3:25 am She sounds like a screwed up predator even at that young age. Makes me wonder what else she got into with time ? Too bad she wasn t caught, punished, and exposed under today s stringent anti pedophile, sexual assault, rape, and beastiality rules for young kids since she was engaging in all of those with a minor vulnerable to her.

My guess is that she was intensely jealous of your obvious swim trunks showcased big endowment and was looking for some way to humiliate you after hearing people talking in awe and enthusiasm about how hung you were at that age and speculating on how much bigger you d grow to be as a grown man.

Its also great how our minds can choose to purge and flush down the toilet the trash like her that you d rather forget.

Not that I doubt the motives you mentioned, but we were both pretty young. I also wonder if I was somehow responsible.

Whatever her reasons, I stayed hard af. I guess that's when I discovered that I liked being manhandled down there. And the very real threat that their dog could bite it completely off and it would be gone forever just made it that much more thrilling - I guess for my cousin as much as for me. I really want to ask her about it, but I have no idea what to expect for a reaction after all these years. She may not even remember it.

Re: Repressed memory??

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by James393 (imported)
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