I'm heading to the doctor in Detroit area on Thursday to get my next T implant done. Hopefully this one will go better than the last since they sent the wrong size trocar for insertion. There is a small incision made in my butt cheek and he will implant 8 pellets just larger than a tic-tac that will supply T for an extended period of time, typically 4 months. For those curious, after about 4.5 months on the last implant, my T level was still 352 indicating that they work better than 4 months. We are both learning how long these last and where my levels go. I'm hoping to get another T test about 2-3 weeks after insertion to see how high my level spikes at first.

Last time I was terrible horny like never before in my life. It's been a learning experience for everyone involved and it continues. I hope to find my optimum T level. Even though I was nullified completely, I still need to have hormones to feel good and I must admit since the last implant, with presumably high T, I have felt good and depression has not been much of an issue as it typically has been in the past. I will do my best to share my experiences as I learn them.

Coming up on 9 months post nullification surgery and I have no regrets. I can barely even remember what it was like with my penis however I feel I'm still having phantom erections as I can feel it very hard but I quickly realize nothing has moved in my pants. Still trying to figure this out in my brain.