Supranatural (imported) wrote: Sat May 16, 2020 10:58 am Over the last few months, I have not only stopped thinking of women when masturbating, but have become dulled and uncomfortable at the idea of being in a romantic or sexual relationship with a woman. When I see or think of this, it now feels unnatural to me.

The question I now have is, me now being gay instead of bi, is this the result of the eroding of the deeply embedded internalised homophobia I had (which my partner thinks)? Or, the result of the hormonal change of T? Has anybody else had any change in sexual feelings since their T-levels changed?

Begoneboy (imported) wrote: Sat May 16, 2020 2:07 pm Interesting observation. Before becoming Nullo I had never had a thought about men in a sexual way.

Never took T but did begin E after a few years. (Maybe 1 & 1/2) I still don't consider myself bi or gay even

Though I enjoy sex with both male and female now. Yes, it took a long time before I could accept being approached

By a male. And now love it. Mostly they are straight. But now the females are definitely gay who find me desired.

As a result, I don't think the labels have much importance in this regard.

Chesleyt (imported) wrote: Sat May 16, 2020 4:38 pm I was a gay male while on testosterone now that I've been off testosterone for 4 months I no longer think about sex with anyone it actually repulses me. I have been on estrogen for 2 months now and have noticed changes in the way I think about others. I'm no longer get irritated by them now and feel calm all the time. YMMV

Stevenator (imported) wrote: Tue May 19, 2020 6:14 pm I’ve been using Pueraria Mirifica Phytoestrogens for 4.5 years. Also combined with Red Reishi Mushroom, to flatten DHT. Over the last year I’ve taken Cimetidine to further crush DHT and shrink myballs. My T is flat.

For the better part of my 20s-40s, I was a very active bisexual. Bedding men at a 20/1 rate. I’m now pushing 60 and I’ve been married for close to 10 years, and exclusively heterosexual for almost 20 years.

For the last 2 years I’ve completely lost interest in sex. I personally hate that, but with zero function, I don’t have any desire whatsoever. This comes from someone who serviced hundred of men in a glory hole in Miami for a few years straight, plus lots of other over the top escapades.

I’m kinda hoping the switch to progesterone has a positive effect, but my penis is now the size of mythumb, and pretty much of no use whatsoever. While sometimes I do wonder what it would be like to give head again, I’m very cautious about the wedding vow not to cheat.

I do have a longtime girl/friend who has been coaching me, so to speak, about this journey I’m on. She does love her t-girls. LoL. I’ve known the girl for over 15 years. We were co-workers. I even photographed her wedding. We had sex once about 10 years ago, never really doing it again. She was awesome, though. She’s been dying to get in mypants, and as much as I’d love for her too, this is the only sex I’ve even considered for the past two years, but then again, the vows.

So, basically I’m like chesley. I really don’t have any desires. It’s funny, because I used to search out homosexual orgies and gang bangs for years. I was 110% a gay male whore back then.