Hi, I'm new here.

I've been aware of eunuchs, nullos, etc. as real people that really exist for a long time now. When I was younger, I used to run with a crowd that was into body piercing, BDSM, etc. and while I never met one, I came to understand that people did voluntarily remove some or all of their genitalia. While at that time I wasn't interested in actually getting modified, it was a powerful fantasy for me to be fully nullified.

Fast forward a few decades and I feel like I've lived the sexual portion of my life. As I get closer to 50, I feel more and more asexual. My wife died a few years ago, and I haven't had sex of any kind since, but even before she died we weren't active with each other. I just didn't, and don't now, feel the need, at least not the need to stick my penis into something to reach orgasm, or frankly the need for orgasm at all, if that makes sense.

With the world now starting to understand gender as something that is not fixed to either male or female, and with surgeons now performing genital surgery that is not part of what we used to call a "sex change", it's becoming less of a fantasy and more of a goal. I don't know if I will ever reach this goal of having my penis, testicles, and scrotum removed, but at least I know it's possible, and it could happen if I want it to.

Anyway, thanks for letting me join here. I am generally a man of few words, so I intend to listen intently a while longer before speaking up again. Please don't mistake my silence for voyeurism. I intend to be more vocal as I decide on whether nullification is indeed in my future.

Welcome to this website. You came to the right place. You can access the past forum discussions on topics you find interesting. And the non fiction articles on here that also link you to other sources of information.

You are doing the right thing. Get lots of information and let it sink in before making any irreversable decisions. Lots of men use this website to help them decide if their interests are fantasy or real modifications. Either is welcome on here.

Most men are into fantasy only. Most who do transition into real body modifications started out like you, interest, fantasy, and later on wanting to do it for real. Thats a train that you can choose to stop, delay, or get off at any time that you wish.

Lots of great information on here is contained in the past forum posts. As you can see, the lower page has other past forum posts on topics similar to the one being currently viewed as you read these forums.

Hello Mark. Welcome to the forum

Hi and welcome aboard the freedom train. As with any train there are/will be manyof different passengers and many different stops. Get off anywhere you like or just enjoy the ride as there is no real end of the line

Mark, welcome. This is a great place.

I’m Chris and also in DC, Sorry about your wife. If you are serious about this I can recommend a therapist that will provide you with letters and there is a local plastic surgeon that does sex change surgery and I’m sure would do nullification surgery as well. I had sex change(I say sex change because I didn’t change gender) in December and I’m very happy with results I still live as male... if you care to chat more or meet in person let me know.