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It is now 6 months since I stopped my last trial and now I plan to stay castrated for 5-6 months. I start with Androcur and later will add Tamoxifen for stopping breast developement, killing more libido and keeping bones healthy.

6 months ago, when I stopped, I thought I wont do any more trials. As everything seemed to be clear. I either will get surgically castrated or do nothing. But being on t for a while and feeling like I still might need to return to normal made me consider this, third trial. And this time I will stay on for longer, as recovery from previous 4 month trial was complete and I ended up even with higher te levels. Having all these nice castration effects like little sex drive, no morning/random erections, masturbation frequency drop, no time wasted on porn, recovering baldness, less body hair, no semen, plus it is so cool to be castrated motivated me to start it over again. Despite I know that I am going to fight with fatigue, sleeplessness, shortness of breath. So let it be.

This time my T is 648ng/dL at the start. I will check it again after 1,5 months. I start with 100mg. as I know from previous trial that 50mg is too little for me. I might change dosage during the trial.

Thats it.

Good luck!

I was never sure whether to start tamoxifen first to preempt breast growth, or whether one should wait until one notices effeft on breast to start.

Cseriess (imported) wrote: Thu Apr 02, 2020 9:03 am Good luck!

I was never sure whether to start tamoxifen first to preempt breast growth, or whether one should wait until one notices effeft on breast to start.

I have already have some minor breast developement. It happened after I stopped my first trial. My estradiol and prolactin levels are normal. So whatever causes my breast to grow, should go away as I start Androcur. If not, tamoxifen will be added.

I take 100mg a day for 13 days，On day 8, the morning boom disappeared。Take 50mg daily from day 14，One month later, the penis has completely no active erections。Semen is completely transparent, sometimes there is a lot of semen, sometimes very little。I can still get an erection when I have stimulation, and I have a high degree of erection，I can still do a good job of having sex，But ejaculation doesn't get the previous thrill, and the feeling of pleasure is forced to end。

The disappearance of morning bo let me a little lost, soft penis also let me reduce the fun of playing penis。There has been a lot of loss of oil on the face and hair, and hair loss has improved significantly。Physical loss is serious, it's easy to start gasping for breath, and it's very easy to get tired。

Yes I can vouch for starting with 100 mg Androcur daily for at least first 2 week for 15 days and reducing to 50 mg. My erection s were pretty much gone by day 8 and really gone by day 15. Ejaculation was more and more difficult after day 8. The ejaculate turned thin clear and watery after day 8 and by day 15 was reduced to a dribble. The orgasm pleasure diminished and was gone by day 15. Libido was reduced so I did not really care. By day 30 I could still get a soft erection and a very weak orgasm that took 20 minutes at least, with no ejaculate. I loved it but had to end the trial due to many personal reasons. I may try it again if circumstances allow it. Good luck on your next trail and let us know how it is progressing.

experiment (imported) wrote: Fri Apr 03, 2020 1:05 pm Yes I can vouch for starting with 100 mg Androcur daily for at least first 2 week for 15 days and reducing to 50 mg. My erection s were pretty much gone by day 8 and really gone by day 15. Ejaculation was more and more difficult after day 8. The ejaculate turned thin clear and watery after day 8 and by day 15 was reduced to a dribble. The orgasm pleasure diminished and was gone by day 15. Libido was reduced so I did not really care. By day 30 I could still get a soft erection and a very weak orgasm that took 20 minutes at least, with no ejaculate. I loved it but had to end the trial due to many personal reasons. I may try it again if circumstances allow it. Good luck on your next trail and let us know how it is progressing.

Don't let personal reasons stand in the way of achieving your dream of being a eunuch. Stick with it and don't give up. Nothing is more important. Everything else is secondary. Definitely try it again asap. Once again don't give up.

T +3 (if first day was 0)

I am feeling mild signs of Androcur working in me. No decent hotflashes yet, but warm waves I can feel. It seems like penis is less responsive.

Today morning I had morning wood and cold shiver which is kind of interesting. That cold shiver is a clear sign of Androcur, as last time I had these shivers during my previous Androcur time.

Also, I can tell that it is harder to have some sleep.

What is interesting that my sensitive nipples are not as sensitive as before. What is that? Testosterone was converting into something that made my nipples to grow?

I have been physically very active during the last week. I want to see how and when decline in my endurance developes plus I want to keep myself in good shape. And loose weight. That is kind of uphill struggle, but we'll see. I have already lost 2kg during the last 3 weeks. first kilos are easy, I know.

Should one take tamoxifen before starting androcur, to build up in your body, or wait until signs of breast growth start?

trying to understand why guys keep going back and doing second and third chemical castrations sets. is it just a way to feel castrated rather than doing it?

I’d suggest to at least start at the same time because there is usually a spike in T before it drops and more T means more gets converted to E. The tamoxifen also helps kill libido.