I have been a visitor of this site for nearly 20 years. This site in particular was an immense help in my journey of self discovery. At first I thought I wanted to be a eunuch, then nullo, and finally I realized I am trans.

I began taking a cocktail of T-blockers and Estrogen in December 2014, had my orchiectomy in July of 2016 and Vaginoplasty in July of 2019. HRT gave relief from Testosterone which felt like a poison in my body. Orchiectomy had profound and very positive physiological, sexual and psychological impacts. And of course having the final male appendage removed and replaced with the sexual organs aligning to my gender identity has been beyond wonderful.

Also - of late I have discovered a new desire. The thought of permanently removing a man’s sex organs is very enticing! I would love to learn how to safely castrate, penectomize and nullify males; either to help then achieve lifelong goals... or because their partner/sadistic Dom(me)s wants their bodies altered.

I'm glad this forum has helped you on your journey to become yourself. I've done some things to change myself as well for a lot of the same reasons.

About your "new desire". You will need to become a certified licensed medically trained doctor then. But even saying that you shouldn’t. Your reasoning is all wrong. Fantasies are great in the head. But acted out they are an entirely different animal. Don't go there.

Get thee unto medical school.

Talk of cutters/cutting on here will get you kicked/banned by the Nun so fast that you won't know what hit you!

My aren’t we the wet blankets... . In the advent of recognizing the necessity for surgical interventions for non-binary gender identities there are many surgeons available to perform procedures previously relegated to underground “cutters” in a quality medical setting. It would seem “cutters” are obsolete anyway.

My aren’

Cut_Rose (imported) wrote: Sat Feb 29, 2020 5:29 pm t we the wet blankets... . In the advent of recognizing the necessity for surgical interventions for non-binary gender identities there are many surgeons available to perform procedures previously relegated to underground “cutters” in a quality medical setting. It would seem

“cutters” are obsolete anyway.

Wet blankets are sometimes needed. I'd be cautious of mentioning your desire in public anyhow, but the EA has never been a place where this has been advocated. Having been here for at least as long as you have, I can say that should have been obvious for you by now.

We love having you here, but please make sure you follow the rules of the road. They're not so complicated, but you came out of the gate and broke the A1, number 1 rule of the Eunuch Archive - no talk about cutters. Period.

In that case I must be punished accordingly with forum banishment and deletion.

Cut_Rose (imported) wrote: Sat Feb 29, 2020 8:00 pm In that case I must be punished accordingly with forum banishment and deletion.

Nah! For that to happen you would have to do something awful like calling me hetero, or some other dastardly thing.

I am in full agreement that this forum should have boundaries that members are forbidden to cross and anything to do with minors or seeking advice on illegal and incredibly dangerous activities are two. Otherwise I'd be outta here in a heartbeat. I'm sure there are sites and forums better suited to such discussions.