• Getting pissed off with castration!

Posted: **Sat Jul 13, 2019 8:14 pm**

I noticed i am much better able to articulate and appropriately (arguably perhaps) express upset as a chem eunuch. Its like there is some access to the other lobe. And emotions are returning

Before it seemed I was a vessel for anger and rather than express it Id just have to work it off. Now i can be in the conversation and I dont feel like the rhino in the corner of the room, or the mute monkey. OMG its so easy to meet people and make friends!

Having done a bit of estrogen in the past and loving the brian changes, I just hope my "non binary" gender therapy buddy lets me get some.

So unless my homeless self isn't getting roufied and ass raped(not cool) and yeah #eutoo, Wound up in a basement at 19 with cum all over my legs and puke everywhere. At least the fuckers put me on my stomach!!!! Yeah thats how a gender confused cast away gets treated in 1988! Yeah still pissed about that!

But it seems ditching T has allowed for expression and setting boundries, and even voicing upset at times.

I am so curious if other eunuchs have had a similar experience.

do tell.....rewiring minds want to know!!!

chilli

Posted: **Sun Jul 14, 2019 5:43 am**

Hey -

Congrats on getting in touch with your inner self.

From the way you describe it, it seems as if you knew the feelings were there and that you knew what you were angry about.

It's more likely that your testosterone was "blocking" expression and action. Take away the T and a drawbridge came down and you have access to those emotions.

Posted: **Wed Jul 17, 2019 8:01 am**

chilliwilli (imported) wrote: Sat Jul 13, 2019 8:14 pm I noticed i am much better able to articulate and appropriately (arguably perhaps) express upset as a chem eunuch. Its like there is some access to the other lobe. And emotions are returning

Before it seemed I was a vessel for anger and rather than express it Id just have to work it off. Now i can be in the conversation and I dont feel like the rhino in the corner of the room, or the mute monkey. OMG its so easy to meet people and make friends!

Having done a bit of estrogen in the past and loving the brian changes, I just hope my "non binary" gender therapy buddy lets me get some.

So unless my homeless self isn't getting roufied and ass raped(not cool) and yeah #eutoo, Wound up in a basement at 19 with cum all over my legs and puke everywhere. At least the fuckers put me on my stomach!!!! Yeah thats how a gender confused cast away gets treated in 1988! Yeah still pissed about that!

But it seems ditching T has allowed for expression and setting boundries, and even voicing upset at times.

I am so curious if other eunuchs have had a similar experience.

do tell.....rewiring minds want to know!!!

chilli

My mind also works a whole lot better without T, especially after adding estradiol and progesterone. I'm fine with feminization but it's really great that I now see far more clearly what matters most for me.

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