What up, my name is Zombieflex (well, not really, but y'know). I'm 22 years old, which I guess makes me much younger than a large percentage of the userbase here. I'm a trans girl, exclusively male-attracted. I live in a shithole town in northern England, where most of the people I walk past stare openly at me like I'm a freakshow exhibit. My interest in these forums is two-fold:

1) I am very interested in body modification. I have several tattoos and I'm planning to be almost covered when I can afford it. I currently have 25mm stretched ears and a 4mm stretched septum (8mm at its largest) as well as 9 other facial piercings, and 8 retired facial piercings that I no longer wear jewellery in. Currently, I have no genital modifications, although I am interested in some genital piercings, silicone beading and possibly a meatotomy (purely for the visual aesthetic of it, there's no sexual motive. I'm not a very sexual person)

2) As a trans girl I find the production of testosterone extremely frustrating and saddening. I'm not sure about full SRS quite yet (as I'm still pretty young) but I definitely want to be castrated as soon as possible so I can halt the production of testosterone and stop depending on anti-androgens to control my mood. I've experimented with rubber-banding but never long-term.

I've been transitioning via hormones for almost a year now, so I can probably answer any questions about chemical castration and the use of anti-androgens and estrogen you may have.

Aside from that, I'm passionate about animal rights, and I love music, learning about occultism and spirituality as well as alternative fashion/lifestyles.

Anyway, that's me. Thanks for reading and please let me know if I broke any rules here

Hi there and thanks for such an honest up front introduction.

I feel sure that if you trawl through some of the posts here and ask a few questions you will find there many like minded people here.

Being castrated does put you more in control of your libido as you can regulate your hormone intake and have the choice of what to take.

I personally don't like the idea of taking anti androgens for a long time as there is evidence that you can suffer liver damage.

However I am taking testosterone shots and that is a twice weekly thing for life, so its another thing to consider.

Ask most folks here that had a voluntary castration and I guess all of them are pleased with the result.

Enjoy you time here.

Hi and welcome. I don't write much on here. My northern town is also a shithole. I'm not trans, just have a serious desire to be castrated

Hey there and welcome. You're not alone. Rest assured in that regardless of the stares from bigots.

Howdy! Stay strong, screw the bigots! You'll get the last laugh when you grow up to be a beautiful lady.

It might be worth looking on Meetup, Facebook, even Fetlife to see if there’s any trans/LGBT groups in your area you can meet with, there’s strength and community in numbers

anorchid (imported) wrote: Sun Apr 21, 2019 12:48 pm You'll get the last laugh when you grow up to be a beautiful lady.

Edit: Can’t figure out how to edit but just to clarify: emphasis there is on the “beautiful” - beauty is a skill, genetics be damned, and if you so desire, with some practice and patience you’ll be getting looks of an entirely different nature! Time won’t be as nice to the bigots

And if there isn’t a trans friendly group in your area, don’t be afraid to start one! I refuse to believe there’s a place anywhere in the world that doesn’t have transfolk in the closet, you might just be surprised how many people come out if there’s a safe place to do so