The post about Survey Questions got me thinking. If I had the power to both turn back time and design my own childhood reality this is the scenario I'd choose.

I think it would've been really cool if I'd been discreetly offered the option of castration/nullification at age 12 and had spent several weeks seriously considering becoming a eunuch. I'd weigh the pros and cons of having my genitals removed and perhaps talk it over with same age friends who had the same option as I. Perhaps I'd waffle about and say "no" then "yes" then "no" again. But in the end I'd decline the offer of castration and remain a complete boy. That way I'd be male not by accident of birth but by chose. It would be a really hot thing to think about while having sex or whacking off.

Anyone else feel the same?

I would have had all traces of genitalia removed at puberty. As soon the male parts began to develop I knew I didn't want them, from then on it was a question of how soon could I get rid of them. Unfortunately it took until 30 to get my balls cut off. A lot of sexual thoughts along the way have involved fantasies about being castrated or nullified.

I'm a real weirdo: had so much fun being circumcised against my will at 12 that now I wish they could cut much more then my beautiful foreskin

It reminds me of a story about a boy who on his 13(?) birthday has to report to a processing center with all the other boys who have birthday that day. Unlike castration or nullification, the choice is to become a A BANNED LINK WAS POSTED!A BANNED LINK WAS POSTED!A BANNED LINK WAS POSTED!A BANNED LINK WAS POSTED!A BANNED LINK WAS POSTED! or not. Society requires that 10% of boys be slaves. Some choose it but because there are not enough boys who choose slavery, the difference is made up by random selection. It made for a very interesting story.

Jan_Linde (imported) wrote: Fri Dec 28, 2018 1:24 pm I would have had all traces of genitalia removed at puberty. As soon the male parts began to develop I knew I didn't want them, from then on it was a question of how soon could I get rid of them. Unfortunately it took until 30 to get my balls cut off. A lot of sexual thoughts along the way have involved fantasies about being castrated or nullified.

When my male parts started growing (I was 12 at the time) I didn't feel at all ready for it. I would've liked to have spent a few more years as a prepubescent boy and what with the physical changes I felt that my body (and my emotions) were out of control. Having it all removed was a fantasy for me, but at the time I was quite sure that there must be other kids my age who would've wanted castration to be reality. In other words I was sure that there were 12 year old boys like me who would have chosen to be eunuchs if such a thing was possible.

If I had lived in a world like the ones I write about for my EA stories I don't know how much of a push would've been needed to send me over the edge.

I was an anomaly. Shortest kid in my class, I got treated as a little brother all the time by same age, but 'bigger', kids. Very little teasing, lots of protection.

Related point; I loved both the feeling of boners and the feeling of extreme retraction (like, cold water). I loved the numb, fully retracted feeling of my willy when I got out of the pool. And, one of my first erotic experiences was pool-side with a boy and a girl. This re-enforced feelings of wanting to stay the small, cute one.

Thus, I guarantee I would have accepted castration (just testes removal) at age 10 or 11. No question. Heck, in my mind at the time, boners felt just as good as the cold-water feeling, so why not?

If I had the opportunity to had offered a chance to be castrated and nullified at 12, I think that I would have have accepted, I had an undescended right testicle that had to pulled out, which left a big nasty scar when I was 6 or 7. I would have been spared a disappointing, frustrating and unwanted male puberty. Back then I dreamed how much better it would have been if I was totally smooth down there.....

Letting or forcing boys to decide to be men or eunuchs would ensure they willingly went through puberty and became fertile men. It might be surprising what many boys might choose if offered the choice.

Of course, without enjoying sex and having a grown man s body and sex organs, and especially without first experiencing a grown man s sex drive and orgasms, they wouldn t know what was at stake when they decided.

As a prepubescent boy I liked my appearance and I was completely comfortable with people seeing me nude provided nudity was appropriate such as at clothing optional recreation or in a locker room. But when things started to get big and hairy I became very self-conscious. I felt that my stuff didn't suit who I was. I also didn't enjoy the near constant erections and messing my pajamas during frequent wet dreams.

However I realized that being smooth would attract far more attention than a big hairy teenage dick. So I imagined a world were being a eunuch was so commonplace that it wouldn't raise so much as an eyebrow and it wouldn't necessitate any explanation at all. In this imaginary world I could be castrated and then resume my normal life without missing a beat. In that world I probably would've chosen nullification but not in the real world.

Most young boys think of all sex and romance as mush and girls as a pain they don t want around. They wonder why older guys and men even get excited by women and girls. They dread getting mushy like older guys do. At this stage of life we didn t even know what our balls were for except to have kids some day and just hang there and hurt if they got hit. Our balls hadn t dropped yet so we didn t notice having balls much. They didn t do anything yet. At this age castration would have been nothing to us, like so what ? My balls don t do anything yet anyway.

But once they started our puberty in motion, we wanted to grow big and hairy and strong as quick as we could. We admired the older guys and men and couldn t wait to grow up.