Following on from my 2018 journal (http://forums.eunuch.org/showthread.php ... experience) I've decided to "up my game" in 2019!

My initial primary goal was to simply shrink my bits. I've had partial success on that front (my balls are probably about 50% smaller, but no real changes to my dick). I've also had some other appreciated changes, such as reduced body hair and the skin on my dick getting smoother (weird!). My dick shrinking progress has most likely been hindered by the fact that I can still easily get hard and often get morning wood. These results have been achieved by being on 100mg of Androcur and 60mg of Evista for around 8 months.

My plan for 2019 is to increase the feminisation by taking 2mg Estrofem daily and slowly reducing my Androcur down to a more sensible 50mg. I know it's probably not the healthiest thing to do, but I'm also going to be on 2x 4mg Edronax too. I know from previous experience that Edronax keeps my dick small, like I'm standing out in the cold, so I figure that can only help! I may also start trying to wear a cage too...

Im looking forward to the increased feminisation... but I'm not currently looking to transition and I REALLY don't want boobs, so I'll be reducing the Estrofem if I start noticing breast tenderness.

Im not sure if I should continue the Evista or not.... I currently take it to prevent gyno... but I'm guessing if I take it alongside Estrofem, it's going to kinda cancel its effects out?

Anyway, looking forward to further progress in 2019! I'll be updating this thread weekly (or whenever I notice anything).

Appreciate any thoughts and input!

@wannaBeSmall, Seems like you're mixing way too many meds. I hope you have your doctor to monitor your liver, kidney health.

If you say you REALLY don't want boobs, then Estrofem isn't for you. Once your nipples and breast start to grow, you can only stop further growth, but never go back.

If you give Androcur and Evista combination more time, it should start shrinking you penis eventually.

I've heard great effectiveness with Edronax. But I would be hesitant to mix it with Androcur, Evista and/or Estrofem.

Take care.

If you don’t want boobs, use tamoxifen not estrogen. It will also kill libido and shrink your dick in combination with the androcur

I thought tamoxifen did the same thing as raloxifene (which I'm already on) ?

I'll be interested to follow you on your journey, thanks for sharing your initial diary was very helpful

dinosantagelo (imported) wrote: Mon Dec 17, 2018 4:15 am I'll be interested to follow you on your journey, thanks for sharing your initial diary was very helpful

Thanks, I'm glad it was of some use to someone

Since I've put on a load of weight over the last few months (a few months of excess!) I think I'll start The Estrofem once I'm back down to my usual weight. Mostly so I can properly monitor any fat redistribution (assuming any happens!)

Why not having a surgery of gynecomastia ? You will be able to take a full dose of estrofem. That's what I did ...

Does that make any further breast development impossible?

norgefluid (imported) wrote: Wed Dec 26, 2018 5:58 am Why not having a surgery of gynecomastia ? You will be able to take a full dose of estrofem. That's what I did ...

Yeah ... but let glands grow at least 6-9 months before going through surgery. If you can find a surgeon.

Well THAT was a mental image I could have done without

im wondering if I continue with the Raloxifene, that'll continue to suppress my boobs? Although I guess that works against gyno... which is totally different to natural breast growth >.<

I got my boobs surgically removed. They removed everything including the actual breast tissue formed by taking estrogen. I never planned to get such big boobs I ended up with, was aiming for a A-cup, but in reality I ended up with C- cups at least. Pretty hard to conceal.

By introducing estrogen you will develop breasts tissue and breast growth. How big your boobs will become, well look at your mother and your grand parents that will given you an idea.