I am a eunuch now but had a long wait before my balls were finally taken. If I could have chosen I would have been castrated at puberty but in the event was deballed at 30. This was with the help of my boyfriend who went to work on my testicles a year ago regularly binding and stretching them until they shriveled up into 2 hard lumps. At this point they had been rendered useless and I was able to have them removed by medical procedure. In the years before I became a eunuch I had many castration fantasies. Here are some of them in summary;

I am kidnapped by slavers whilst on holiday and taken somewhere in the East, upon arrival I am taken to a palace, stripped and held down with my legs wide open, my entire genitalia is then taken off with a single stroke from a straight razor. Later when recovered my body is shaved and perfumed and I become the newest addition to the master's harem of boy eunuchs.

I am lost somewhere in the country and stop at a farm to ask for directions. Two very handsome young men invite me in, I feel a sexual frisson and accept. Before I realize what is happening I am overpowered and tied face down over a wooden rail. My clothes are cut away until I am naked from the waist down, my legs are forced wide apart and tied in position. One of the boys takes hold of my testicles and fits something cold around my left nut, I hear a crunch, feel an agonizing pain shoot from crotch to my abdomen and hear myself scream like a girl. Five minutes later I feel my right nut being manouvered into position and hear the crunch for the second time, I faint. When I come round I hear a female voice and feel a hand between my legs manipulating my scrotum. I hear the boys say "What do you think vet", she replies "You've been very thorough boys, the ball cords are completely crushed, this young man is now a gelding".

I am a young singer noted for my outstanding voice. I am kidnapped and taken to a large private estate. I am neutered and trained as castrato singer.

Hot fantasies ! And all based on reality that some men did go through in real life. What triggered your first fantasies ?

Its really interesting that most young guys and men are far more turned on with getting castrated than by castrating another man s balls. I m guessing nearly all of them have fantasies of being both the cutter and losing their balls. But the turn on of getting his own balls cut off seems stronger in most men on here.

I wonder why ?

My first fantasies were triggered by stories that I read particularly one about a young soldier being captured trying to infiltrate a Sultan's castle. He is taken to the courtyard where he is stripped and is to be impaled. As he is being lifted on to the stake he is spotted by the Sultan's daughter, she gestures to the soldiers and he is taken down. He is taken away and handed over to the Sultan's eunuchs, instead of killing him they shave his body and cut off his testicles. He subsequently becomes the Sultan's daughter favorite eunuch. Several years later he escapes and returns home to his fiancee, unfortunately for her he isn't a man any more. I found all this strangely erotic and had one of my first masturbation sessions. I was about 13 or 14 at the time but already knew that I didn't want to have male genitals. I also knew that I didn't want to be a girl either. I saw myself as male looking but without male equipment, I also knew I was attracted to other boys especially the sporty ones.

I m sure a lot of men can agree with you on having a strong sexual reaction to their first encounter with a man being castrated. No way to explain why this idea hits some men as being so incredibly stimulating on the first contact with it. Some men are just built to turn on to it as a huge sexual turn on to most men s surprise and embarrassment at their intense sexual response to castration of their own balls.