Yay, I can post... Looong story, but who wants to hear that, am I right.

Annnnnyway I'm Zoe, or Zoe-popz to be exact... and how do you do, good sirs and lassies?

I'm one half of a very happy couple, comprising my wonderful boyfriend/sissy and myself.

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So, the lowdown...

My other half and I have been together for two fantastic years and are open-minded and relaxed about sex, we believe what happens between two consenting adults in a healthy relationship is their business and no-one has the right to judge/shame them for it, as long as they are hurting no one. We like to think of ourselves as explores of our own sexuality and try to be as open to new things as we can. Which leads me on to why I'm here... namely castration.

Truth be told it was my boyfriend who broached the topic with me, after we agreed to talk openly about what we both enjoyed. He's quite into the sissy lifestyle, something I had never experienced before we met, but now absolutely adore. We're both body positive and think what a sane, stable and sound-minded person wishes to do with their bodies is their business be that a tattoo, cosmetic surgery or even having their testicles removed. So when my boyfriend revealed he sometimes enjoyed fantasies revolving around castration, naturally I wanted to know more. Namely the ins and outs of what, why, how...etc. I won't bore you with the details so to speak (they were anything but), but afterwards much like his passion for sissifaction I was extremely curious and eager to explore more on the subject.

Flash forward to right now and here I am. I guess my primary purpose on here is to learn more about castration and maybe add even more fun to our relationship. Just to be clear, we're not looking to have his balls removed or undergo any form of surgery, this is just a way of expanding my/our knowledge of the subject in a safe, sane and consensual environment. Maybe at some far off point in the future, if the stars align just right, we'll take that giant step of actual castration, but right now we prefer his testicles where they are. What I found was I really loved playing around in roleplays where I would mentally "castrate" him. We tried adding it as an expansion to some CBT sessions or I'd have him as my personal eunuch, there for my pleasure. Basically just fantasy roleplay with a twist, but one we both thoroughly enjoy. It has now evolved into a very sensual part of our intimate relationship. Sure it's not the only thing we enjoy but it's quite pleasurable for us both all the same.

I hope that gives you some insight into my reasons for being here and I look forward to meeting you all as I go.

Oh, one more thing. I created this profile, but from time to time my boyfriend may log on if I feel there is something I want him to read, respond to or add his two cent-ticles too. But I will always be clear (as will he) as to which one of us is replying or posting just to avoid confusion.

x x

Zoe-Popz

Welcome to the group from one of the local eunuchs!

Hiya sparkey, nice to meet you.

That s great you both enjoy this topic and role playing it out together. A lot of men on this website wish they were lucky enough to have a man or a sissy to role play their hot ideas with. It shows you the extra fun and mutual pleasures that being open and honest can provide.

I m curious in hearing how he first let you know it turned him on to be castrated and how you reacted at first ? Were both of you into castration as a fantasy before he brought it up ? Or did he coach you into liking his ideas ?

Hi cutnbulls2ox, nice to meet you. I do feel lucky, I have a great relationship with someone amazing and you're so right, being open and honest is the best...no scratch that... the only way to go I think.

As for how we ended up enjoying castration as a fetish, that's a longer story. But since you asked so nicely, I'll tell you. I guess we both arrived at it from two different paths. We didn't know each other until a we were introduced by mutual friends several years ago, so we both have our own reasons for enjoying it if you get my meaning. For me personally, I had a lot of male friends growing up, ok maybe I was a bit of a Tomboy hanging around with the boys, but I did grow up in the country. I'd say by the time I was a teenager I'd kicked all of them in the nuts dozens of time. It always amazed my just how effective it was at literally stopping them in their tracks, poor boys would always be in agony. I kinda feel bad about it now even if it did make me giggle at the time.

Growing up with male friends meant the topic of balls and dicks, not to mention boobs, loooots of boobs, was always part of the conversation. So I think unlike most girls, who had mostly female friends growing up I wasn't all that weirded out by them. Add to that I grew up in a very progressive household where there was little embarrassment in asking pretty much any sort of question. I knew my birds from my bees early on, and wasn't brought up seeing sex as something dirty you didn't discuss. I guess not having a negative association with sex helps a huge amount too. When I went to college I fell in with a group of fantastic open-minded people who still inspire me everyday. I got involved in women's rights and LGBTQ rights. This meant I have quite a few trans friends, who have either had GRS or are plan to. When you hear about hormones, boobs, balls, body hair or vaginas enough times it just becomes second nature to you that each person is different and has different ideas about their bodies. I've had so many conversations with trans women about surgery that I don't really see "castration" as taboo, more a choice made by a person who no longer wishes to have testicles, and/or change their gender.

In answer to your question about how my boyfriend brought it up. We met through the LGBTQ groups, we shared a mutual friend and got to know each other through her. When he told me he liked to dress and his love of being a sissy, my first thought was "meh, if it makes him happy, who am I to judge" and we went from there. Turns out I loved it... like A LOT... and being his bossy "mistress" is so much fun. I guess the castration topic came naturally after that, we'd always do some form of CBT as either foreplay or for a "punishment" roleplay. I'd never really thought about castrating him or anything, until he told me he really enjoyed it when ever I mentioned cutting them off, of course I only ever said it as part of the fun, but it wasn't until he told me it really turned him on that we delved deeper into it. As it turned out it I enjoyed that too, literally having him by the balls and feeling him squirming in my hands. We talked about it and then incorporated it into our roleplay. Sometimes I'll threaten to castrate him, other times I'll have him as my eunuch while he lavishes me with attention, of course his "sissy-cock" gets little or no attention as the latter.

If I hadn't been into castration before, at least on a fetishistic level, then I certainly am now. I doubt I could ever go as far as castrating a guy (I'm not medically trained), but I could definitely definitely definitely support a guy in his choice to have his testicles removed if that's what he really wanted.

Hope this makes sense, cutnbulls2ox