ChevalierX (imported) wrote: Tue Jan 23, 2018 1:07 am
I'm not a expert in medicine or physiology. But I think a willful, optimistic, frank and open eunuch boy will be very charming.
If there are so-called "masculine" girls and women in the reality, why can't we have "masculine" boys?
At least, anything is possible in fiction.
That's really the idea I was driving at all along. As a boy I was very interested in nullification but at the same time I wasn't really very girly. I wasn't so much into sports but I loved model airplanes, rockets, telescopes, racecars and those sort of things. I didn't care about dolls or anything like that.
But had I been nullified at age 10 or 11 I think the change in my anatomy might have driven me even more to boy interests just to prove to myself that having (or not having) a dick wasn't everything. I'd like to think that I was more than plumbing, more than my genitals.
But as for being "out of the closet" and socially comfortable with everyone knowing that I was a full eunuch, well I don't think I could have handled that at all. As I saw it nullification was sort of an admission that a kid just wasn't really up to the challenge of being a "complete" boy. In my mind voluntary nullification was an admission of failure.
