HI All!!

I've been reading the Eunuch Archive for quite a few years and thought was high time I introduced myself. First, thank you to everyone who has written informative and educational posts on here. It has helped me find my way and understand exactly what I want and how best to accomplish it. The amount of experience and knowledge on here is incredible. Thank you for your intelligent and well-informed writing.

I am a young blond guy with a swimmer's build, a large package, and a desire to have a much diminished bulge in my speedos. I've had the desire to pause and even reverse puberty. I remember as a child wanting to keep my body from changing and my disappointment when it started to leave boyhood and change into a man's body. I do not wish to become female. I simply want to become more boyish. I would love to have people wonder if puberty has simply passed me by. I plan to eventually go on a minimal dose of Testosterone to keep my body from feminizing.

I want to get rid of my balls, sack, all body hair, and hopefully reduce my penis. Last night, I took a huge step towards achieving this goal. An incredibly warm, kind, and careful gentleman who I've been chatting with for a while injected my right testicle with two cc's of 94% alcohol. He plans to kill off one ball completely before starting on the other. This makes sense to both of us as my journey from boyhood to manhood was over time so he said it does make sense that my journey back would be gradual too. I am looking forward to watching my package diminish and change with each injection he does.

Please feel free to ask me any questions you may have or just say hi. I hope you all are having a great evening!!

I wish you all the best of your journey to come to eunuch. You are familiar with the topic and you know what you are doing. I hope you enjoy your trip and you are happy when you arrive.

@not61fin - Thanks so much!! I am sure I will be! Have a great day!!

Welcome to the zoo.

Thanks Ernie!!

Hi its good to hear you are taking positive steps towards getting to where you want to be.

I don't think you should notice much difference physically or mentally by injecting the one ball as the remaining one will compensate for the lack of the other.

But when you start doing the 2nd then the changes should start to kick in.

I started to take testosterone before i started injecting mine so I am not in a position to tell you what to expect.

Welcome.... and I am sure by exploring this forum you should get the info that I lack.