I have a question regarding feminization during use of the aforementioned chemicals.
I have recently tapered off of 5 days 150mg Androcur, down to 100mg daily for about a month, all the way down to 50mg I started taking about a week and a half ago. I'm pretty sure my T is nuked and I simply don't get erections anymore unless the gf is around (which is weird because then I'm always horny???), and as of a few days ago started taking bioestra gel to get some slight level of estrogen into my body. I'm mainly doing all this because I'm seeking an androgynous/slightly feminine face and body and my hair is very thin along my entire scalp and I'm hoping low T and low to moderate estrogen will help all of those things. I'm still not sure if it's MPB because the hair loss pattern very closely resembles female pattern loss or thyroid hair loss. But I digress.
My main question here is what effects can be expected from Raloxifene/Tamoxifen with androcur? I was hoping for some body fat redistribution, maybe a rounder face (and of course no breast growth), and most importantly a full thick head of hair again. However, all of the experiences I've read into with people trying to achieve the same as me seems to point that even though it activates CERTAIN estrogen receptors, it doesn't affect the ones I was hoping for. I'll probably get on it at some point so I can lower my androcur dose and not worry about T rising, but I was hoping for some solid facts on whether I can expect some slight feminine good-ness.
By the power of Androcur I summon hkeunuch to do my bidding!!! Lol!! Any info that can give me a better scope of what to expect greatly appreciated.
Bonus question I would love some info on!!!
If I take some sort of estrogen either orally, injected, conjugated or otherwise, in addition to Androcur+Ralox/Tamox, could I possibly achieve fem qualities with no breasts, as well as the positive effects of having a dominant hormone? I would reeeaaalllyyy love some info on this as well. Thanks in advance for any and all responses!!! Have a great eunuch day!!!!