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Last week castration documentary/porn idea/goal/sexual fantasy SF CA
Posted: Wed Apr 12, 2017 1:21 pm
by Bret_xxx_okeith (imported)
Hello
Here is my idea/goal/fantasy. As some of you may know i work on the side in adult entertainment and if i where to be castrated it would ruin what i do now and i would have to strictly do fetish porn and and have my being castrated be a selling point. Here is what my idea/goal/fantasy is for creating a documentary/porn.
If i met a cutter and a few guys to help record ect for the final week before the castration i would want to film the last week of me going through the process of freezing sperm at the sperm bank, having as many sexual experiences as i can, my final adult entertainment projects before castration and all of the things i would do before it happened than it ending with the castration being filmed and maybe some of the healing process, i wonder how likely it would be to do this?
Re: Last week castration documentary/porn idea/goal/sexual fantasy SF CA
Posted: Wed Apr 12, 2017 2:09 pm
by tjstill (imported)
It doesn't sound too outlandish and you would be in a good position to make it reality if you so chose.
Re: Last week castration documentary/porn idea/goal/sexual fantasy SF CA
Posted: Wed Apr 12, 2017 3:52 pm
by Bret_xxx_okeith (imported)
The trick is finding a serious cutter and someone to run the camera.
Re: Last week castration documentary/porn idea/goal/sexual fantasy SF CA
Posted: Wed Apr 12, 2017 4:05 pm
by Bret_xxx_okeith (imported)
If i find a good proactive cutter around sf ca i dont want to say 100% ill let him snip but the chances are good
Re: Last week castration documentary/porn idea/goal/sexual fantasy SF CA
Posted: Wed Apr 12, 2017 4:38 pm
by Paolo
Just don't be asking for a cutter on this forum. That's a liability we simply cannot have.
Re: Last week castration documentary/porn idea/goal/sexual fantasy SF CA
Posted: Thu Apr 13, 2017 4:26 pm
by tjstill (imported)
Bret_xxx_okeith (imported) wrote: Wed Apr 12, 2017 4:05 pm
If i find a good proactive cutter around sf ca i dont want to say 100% ill let him snip but the chances are good
Sounds a great fantasy but you sound very "sexualized" With castration you risk this disappearing and even if you use T there is no guarantee that your sexuality will be the same as before castration. I would strongly suggest a good long investigation and consideration before you take this too much further. If you rely at all for income on the Adult entertainment this may make you a niche player and you may lose out financially too. Still I love the idea of some one like you in the adult entertainment arena being made a eunuch. It is a hot fantasy for me but I know it is a fantasy and not so much of a reality situation. I try not to let the idea in my head influence what I say! Castration is a VERY serious step to take in reality and not something to do unless well informed and aware of the results and issue one can expect. Enjoy the idea but don't let the fantasy take you too far too quickly
Re: Last week castration documentary/porn idea/goal/sexual fantasy SF CA
Posted: Mon Apr 17, 2017 9:54 am
by Bret_xxx_okeith (imported)
I think sexualized about hits the nail on the head, i am an extremely horny guy i have posted about being "hyper sexual" before which i think is the root of my problem, i masturbate 5+ times a day and im always horny which is not as fun as it sounds especially when your number one turn on is something as extreme as this, and something about the fact that others want to watch is extremely erotic. I do mostly work in fetish about 40% of clients who buy web cam shows i do breath play. 20% are cbt 30% leather and latex and 10% other so i know if something where to ever happen down there i can still work it would actually be career boosting if i advertise my self as being castrated. Im kind of at a cross roads like i really love my nuts but for whatever reason the idea of testing my pain tolerance and nerve of having something that heavy inflicted is such a gigantic turn on and my sex drive is basically ruling my life it would be a huge weight lifted to not have the impulses any more, wish there was some kind of switch i could flip to be "normal"
Re: Last week castration documentary/porn idea/goal/sexual fantasy SF CA
Posted: Mon Apr 17, 2017 11:33 am
by tjstill (imported)
Bret_xxx_okeith (imported) wrote: Mon Apr 17, 2017 9:54 am
I think sexualized about hits the nail on the head, i am an extremely horny guy i have posted about being "hyper sexual" before which i think is the root of my problem, i masturbate 5+ times a day and im always horny which is not as fun as it sounds especially when your number one turn on is something as extreme as this, and something about the fact that others want to watch is extremely erotic. I do mostly work in fetish about 40% of clients who buy web cam shows i do breath play. 20% are cbt 30% leather and latex and 10% other so i know if something where to ever happen down there i can still work it would actually be career boosting if i advertise my self as being castrated. Im kind of at a cross roads like i really love my nuts but for whatever reason the idea of testing my pain tolerance and nerve of having something that heavy inflicted is such a gigantic turn on and my sex drive is basically ruling my life it would be a huge weight lifted to not have the impulses any more, wish there was some kind of switch i could flip to be "normal"
It does sound like sex is taking over your life more than would be expected, I guess if you work in it then, like most work, you think about it a lot even when not there. I would have though that a try out of chem castration may help you decide if it is really for you. You may find a light regime turns down the sex drive to a level that suits you. If you tried a bigger dose then you would find out what it would be like to be castrated and not on T. You may find work in the sex cam area becomes a chore! It is a strong fantasy for many but great care should be taken before it is acted upon in any way.