I am returning after quite some time away. My original ID was SayWhat, and if you look back far enough you will find my posts. I was one of the originals on the alcohol injections post. I have been a eunuch for at least 6 years. It was 2009 or 2010. I don't really celebrate the years as they go by. I am sure the first question that anyone would have is do I haven't regrets. I would have to say that the only real regret I have is that I moved too quickly and my wife who thought she was accepting had severe regrets. We worked things out but it took several months. Things are great now, but I would recommend that you have serious conversations with your spouse if you plan to do it. Other regrets are not really big. For some reason I have times where I miss the pain I could cause them, but, not often.

When I first registered at this site I was taken back by what people were doing to themselves to cause castration, hence the name SayWhat. However the more I read the more I realized that it was the solution I was looking for to decrease my overactive libido. I am truly happy with it, but I would not suggest it for everybody.

After I was done and I had problems with the wife I stopped posting, then I forgot my password. So here I am with a new account, but I picked a similar name so people would recognize me. So hello again, I'm back!