Well i'm sitting in my office this morning reading all your replies and I get a call from my docs office. The secretary asked me if I would come in today as he had had many cancelations. So I went this morning . He examined me and told me......n I am 99% sure your testicles are dead!!!!! The infection inside of your sac is going away and the swelling is going down. Then he says... I think we need to get another T level in 3 to 4 weeks to be sure, and another ultra sound too. Fuck!!!!!! Then it's off to the Castration Doc. The only benifit in all of this is that It may be covered by my Insurance. Im pissed and was hoping to get the surgery scheduled today. Well I guess Ill have to wait becasue 2,000 bucks is a lot of money. So if Medical Ins wants to pay for it so what. My levels are almost nothing anyway they are at a 10. Im glad you all had me stay on androcur and Im doing Depo-provera and a bit of hormones just to kill the Testosterone. I hope the next time he reads it it will be a big 0. He again told me that I am currently considered a Chemicl Castrate or Eunuch. I want my Testicles offed!!!!!!!!! OOOOOOOOOO scottie

Scottie (imported) wrote: Thu Sep 26, 2002 7:21 am Then he says... I think we need to get another T level in 3 to 4 weeks to be sure, and another ultra sound too. Fuck!!!!!! ... The only benifit in all of this is that It may be covered by my Insurance. ... I want my Testicles offed!!!!!!!!! OOOOOOOOOO scottie.

There appears to be a couple issues with the doctor.

(1) The old belief that you are crazy if you want your testicles removed and that it is not a masculine thing to do.

(2) The need for the doctor to increase his income by requiring additional appointments and tests.

I wish you luck in achieving your goal soon.