Sorry if this doesn't fit here, my name is Steve, I've been around this site a while now, always felt a bit like a fraud, I've posted before about banding my balls with ice for several hours, that was roughly 5 years ago and since then they've shrunk to half the size easily, I now have excess on the sac which finds it's way between my legs every time I sit down, not great I have wanted castration since puberty and now I'm finding I can't hold a regular relationship with a female, I think my age (37) is about right, I've done the whole sex thing and have no kids (I've been tying things around my balls since early teens, I'm pretty sure I'm infertile) I do however have a gay friend, he's been terrific and is quite a kinky top which has been fun, I've accepted that I'm a very submissive bottom, if I have any sexual desires after castration then I'm going to explore that side of me, women wise there is no point, I don't come with vanilla women, it's been a worse problem since my banding as maintaining an erection is not easy, I think that's partly due to both my lack of interest and damage done by banding, my friend and I have been talking and whilst he won't cut, he's into the idea of banding me beyond the point, he's known about me for a couple of years and hes now fully supportive after many conversations, now he's 100% behind me, in more ways than one! The plan is to band me overnight, we've both studied this well and will have painkillers and gels at hand, ice too, I do have restraints and my partner is prepared to put me in them if needed, wait in they are dead and then go to a+e, it's the uk so bills aren't an issue and I'm confident after an evaluation they'll know I'm not crazy (hopefully!) anyway thanks for reading, I hope it makes sense here! X

Hi There, You seem to have made up your mind and by the sound of it your balls are just hanging around doing nothing.

It would be far better and safer to follow the tried and tested injection of alcohol or calcium chloride threads and do it this way.

If you destroy the balls this way they will remove them it just takes a bit longer and is safer.

I am in the UK and I did it this way and so have many others. I am a happy eunuch now.

Injections are something I have looked into, I'm not wanting an empty sac though, the excess just now is annoying enough, I figured with banding I lose it all in one go, I'm also unsure how my partner would react to needles, he's really supported me and I've tried to introduce blades into play but it freaked him a little, I'd rather do it the way he's most at ease with, I know it's my body and all and although it's going to hurt like hell at times, I'd like my castration to be a meaningful journey for us both

I have banded before first as a teen then again early twenties but never for too long. If you leave over night I would not remove the band then go to the hospital as that could be dangerous. Be better to walk in with it on for risk at that point of blood clots which could be life threatening. You can make up a story guess about sex play gone bad etc. but at least then you will have immediate help. Also probably would not tell them your friend did the banding it might get him in trouble which you don't want. Keep us updated please.

That's the plan, wait until the balls are completely dead and go to hospital, tell them I was playing sex games with my girlfriend and fell asleep, im going to say i called my partner for a ride to the hospital so he's not incriminated in any acts, his protection is just as important as mine, no doubt I'll undergo therapy but I'm a sound minded person so I should be ok, after that my life as a eunuch begins! I'm off work for a few weeks and that combined with other things in my life makes now the perfect timing to do this,

People have tried a lot of different ways to get castrated. Though I think your plan is somewhat dangerous and painful, others have done much worse things. Do please be careful and don't feel sad or a failure if you cannot go through with it. It's not easy and no one will fault you for giving up.

Thank you hash! The one feeling I always get when I give in is regret, especially if they've been banded a long time it's hard to keep a band on when your alone and both balls feel like they have extreme toothache! My partner will have control by then and it's really down to him if he feels uncomfortable with the situation, I'm way more ready than him, I know that sounds stupid considering it my balls on the line but I feel we both need to be good with it, he is castrating his friend after all, I wouldn't want him feeling guilty, it's a big thing for us both